Hehehe, this is probably the first time I actually got to posting on here regarding something that is actually bugging me
Now I am currently in my unironic Sigma male grind (did that before it was a meme & not like I have much of a choice in the matter anyway), and as always I must be annoyed by some stupid nonesense, so what basically happens is, me 25, @ gym, going there to ask those people some question, and this thick (nice big ass nice big tits) upper class girl giving me the virgin stare (looks me straight into the eyes until my heart rate raises), and from that moment on onwward we always had this wierd sending signals shit going, mostly from her, which included her wierd ass stares and getting all overwhelmed near me, this might seem bullshit and for all I care it is, so I sent her a story comment on insta (I havent any pics there cause I couldn't handle social media pressure due to family financial issues that drove me to chronic stress and so on), just to show her "hey babe im not ready yet mkay, but if u want I dont mind", from there, she went cold, and I was so happy cause I could go and workout and not be bothered by her attention seeking behaviour, and so I did, until it resumed, and now im so totally confused, basicaly yeah it may seem like i'm lying but I have experience with this shit, I don't know what about her, she always seems to walk near me, look at me, almost talk, i wish it wasn't so cause I would continue ignoring her, but shit, yesterday I went up to her to talk and she was cold as fuck or intimidated, please tell me how severe my autism is, I just tell myself she wasnt attention but she's p h*t ngl lol
Now I am currently in my unironic Sigma male grind (did that before it was a meme & not like I have much of a choice in the matter anyway), and as always I must be annoyed by some stupid nonesense, so what basically happens is, me 25, @ gym, going there to ask those people some question, and this thick (nice big ass nice big tits) upper class girl giving me the virgin stare (looks me straight into the eyes until my heart rate raises), and from that moment on onwward we always had this wierd sending signals shit going, mostly from her, which included her wierd ass stares and getting all overwhelmed near me, this might seem bullshit and for all I care it is, so I sent her a story comment on insta (I havent any pics there cause I couldn't handle social media pressure due to family financial issues that drove me to chronic stress and so on), just to show her "hey babe im not ready yet mkay, but if u want I dont mind", from there, she went cold, and I was so happy cause I could go and workout and not be bothered by her attention seeking behaviour, and so I did, until it resumed, and now im so totally confused, basicaly yeah it may seem like i'm lying but I have experience with this shit, I don't know what about her, she always seems to walk near me, look at me, almost talk, i wish it wasn't so cause I would continue ignoring her, but shit, yesterday I went up to her to talk and she was cold as fuck or intimidated, please tell me how severe my autism is, I just tell myself she wasnt attention but she's p h*t ngl lol
