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Need an objective mind. First of all, this website is fantastic, absolute masterpiece it did change my life. But I guess I started going in the wrong direction: trying to work on the game without first adopting abundance mentality.
Don't even know how to start. Well... there is a girl and she has a boyfriend... nice guy they've been together for more than a year (1.5). The thing is I think it was love at first sight. She was unusually warm to me right from the get go, I presumed my first sight love was mutual so I persisted. Thanks to this site, we had sex but I faced "walk the line" situation when she was crying and feeling guilty for cheating.. she said she was about to start a new chapter with her b.f (marriage) but my interference messed it up, I think I managed to recover and wanted to stop it with her right after that night.. However my beginner stupidity took over me and we slept again.. and sooner again. I tried to put myself in the lover zone (not paying for dates, providing only sex) but still got myself attached. I (and she as well) hoped to forget it after my trip overseas. But the feeling remained... we just had sex again on the first day of my arrival. She said it was the last time and she gave a promise (to herself I guess) but we had sex the day after that. Now I just can't let her go. It messed us up a great deal but my emotions are on the verge.This emotional flow stops me thinking straight. I even started to want to replace him but have a feeling about letting her go. She pretends to be colder now saying we are just friends but its just a facade.
After writing it I guess letting her go would be the best choice and the toughest one... Anyway pals what do you think?
Don't even know how to start. Well... there is a girl and she has a boyfriend... nice guy they've been together for more than a year (1.5). The thing is I think it was love at first sight. She was unusually warm to me right from the get go, I presumed my first sight love was mutual so I persisted. Thanks to this site, we had sex but I faced "walk the line" situation when she was crying and feeling guilty for cheating.. she said she was about to start a new chapter with her b.f (marriage) but my interference messed it up, I think I managed to recover and wanted to stop it with her right after that night.. However my beginner stupidity took over me and we slept again.. and sooner again. I tried to put myself in the lover zone (not paying for dates, providing only sex) but still got myself attached. I (and she as well) hoped to forget it after my trip overseas. But the feeling remained... we just had sex again on the first day of my arrival. She said it was the last time and she gave a promise (to herself I guess) but we had sex the day after that. Now I just can't let her go. It messed us up a great deal but my emotions are on the verge.This emotional flow stops me thinking straight. I even started to want to replace him but have a feeling about letting her go. She pretends to be colder now saying we are just friends but its just a facade.
After writing it I guess letting her go would be the best choice and the toughest one... Anyway pals what do you think?
