Hey
@Ree,
I can tell that you're seeking legitimate help on how to resolve your relationship. Don't worry - things like this happen and can certainly serve as a learning experience. And fortunately, there are resources available to help accelerate your learning curve while helping you grow from this relationship and ensure the next is preserved in a more sustainable manner with actionable advice.
Your situation indeed sounds very familiar - and that's because
@Gunwitch explains this exact dynamic in his
Witch 15 course designed to help with relationship control. It seems you accidentally slipped into a very common relationship faux pas. By always escalating on her and initating lots of sex in the early stages, you gradually lost hand to the point where she holds the frame and the previous vigor of the relationship was burnt to the ground.
Basically, Gunwitch recommends the opposite to prevent this from happening. To always have the girl escalate on YOU after the first couple of lays in order to promote the sexual health of your relationship. Also, ensure that you're not just showering her with aimless validations towards her looks and body but rather perceptively awarding them to her regarding the particular actions and ways of thinking you enjoy observing from her. In this case, an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.
While your current relationship may be an uphill battle to rekindle (as others have said, more details would be helpful for everyone to work with), these are some things to keep in mind moving forward. Maybe consider checking out Gun's materials if this type of thing interests you and best of luck as you continue your in-field efforts.