Hey guys,
I've been having regular casual sex with this really awesome girl (this is a first for me, in the past I've only done one nighters). We never talked about being exclusive or anything because I'm going abroad in two weeks so we never really put a label on our relationship (although it definitely went beyond fucking for the sake of fucking, we really bonded and shit no homo). Anyways, the last time I saw her before heading home for winter break (also the last time I'll see her for prob 8 months cuz im leaving for south America in two weeks) we ended it on a really great note, saying how we'd miss each other and whatnot. Fast forward, last night a few of her roommates/friends happened to be in town (she wasn't there) and me and my friend met up with them for drinks. Ended up getting really fucked up and long story short kissed one of her friends whose birthday it was (it was a simple peck on the lips, no makeout but a kiss nonetheless, and she had been leading me on all night). Although I was never exclusive with this girl I feel so fucking scummy for kissing her friend, and I'm not really sure where to go from here. It's not even the kiss that bothers me it's just that I feel like I went against my own principles, I would never want to hurt this girl, she's been fucking incredible, I just got caught up in the heat of the moment and kissed her friend. So my question is where do I go from here? I don't want to throw away the great few weeks I had with this girl/the potential to rekindle something in the future, all for some stupid fucking ego-stroking kiss. I left things on such a good note with her and now I feel like this tarnishes that. I was thinking of shooting her a text just letting her know that even though we aren't "together" I don't want her to think that I'm kicking her to the curb and trying to make my way through the rest of her friends. Or should I just play it chill as if it never happened? Thoughts? Really appreciate any and all feedback.
Thanks,
Wiz
I've been having regular casual sex with this really awesome girl (this is a first for me, in the past I've only done one nighters). We never talked about being exclusive or anything because I'm going abroad in two weeks so we never really put a label on our relationship (although it definitely went beyond fucking for the sake of fucking, we really bonded and shit no homo). Anyways, the last time I saw her before heading home for winter break (also the last time I'll see her for prob 8 months cuz im leaving for south America in two weeks) we ended it on a really great note, saying how we'd miss each other and whatnot. Fast forward, last night a few of her roommates/friends happened to be in town (she wasn't there) and me and my friend met up with them for drinks. Ended up getting really fucked up and long story short kissed one of her friends whose birthday it was (it was a simple peck on the lips, no makeout but a kiss nonetheless, and she had been leading me on all night). Although I was never exclusive with this girl I feel so fucking scummy for kissing her friend, and I'm not really sure where to go from here. It's not even the kiss that bothers me it's just that I feel like I went against my own principles, I would never want to hurt this girl, she's been fucking incredible, I just got caught up in the heat of the moment and kissed her friend. So my question is where do I go from here? I don't want to throw away the great few weeks I had with this girl/the potential to rekindle something in the future, all for some stupid fucking ego-stroking kiss. I left things on such a good note with her and now I feel like this tarnishes that. I was thinking of shooting her a text just letting her know that even though we aren't "together" I don't want her to think that I'm kicking her to the curb and trying to make my way through the rest of her friends. Or should I just play it chill as if it never happened? Thoughts? Really appreciate any and all feedback.
Thanks,
Wiz
