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I believe I'm the best musician in my city. And I'm on a journey to prove it.
There are a lot of bands in the local music scene, but I definitely made my mark quickly. I started out playing in jazz clubs until I caught the attention of some other great musicians. Then we started a rock band. In a very underground sense, we were hailed as the best rock band in the city.
But where were the girls?
The truth is, from 2018 to mid-2019, I was depressed as hell. A band I'd been planning for 10 years broke apart. I parted ways with most of my social circle after that. I started from scratch, in my hometown city.
I used to have the hardest time having a one night stand. I went to the bar hundreds of times and talked to girls every single time, but I just couldn't put it together enough to bring them home. Well, in 2018 that changed. I went from never having one night stands, to only having one night stands. Although I felt miserable and alone for most of the year, I had a record number of one night stands (~10). The problem was, most of the times I wasn't having one night stands by choice. Generally I would get too drunk when I was out. Then the sex would be mediocre. After I would feel a huge sense of neediness... wanting her to stay. Then she'd leave and I'd feel like shit.
Things started to turn around for me when I decorated my apartment. It's true, for that entire time, I hardly had any decorations of any kind. I had a very plain bed. A desk. A bookshelf. And some instruments. I'd just been living like that for over a year. I realized basically every girl who'd been over commented on the lack of design. One girl who visited me from another country said my apartment was a "waste".
So, I reached out to a girl I slept with in the past, who I still work with occasionally. She recommended a bunch of different items for my place. I ordered them. I set them up. I got some christmas lights for mood lighting. I bought a furry blanket and a bunch of pillows. I made my place cozy as fuck. I started having people over. I started feeling comfortable and at home in my place.
One night, I went out to a show at a local venue. I was feeling amazing. I decided I was going to be chill and cool to every single person I saw. Well, I ended up seeing a few people i knew. And one was this girl who was in another band. She was with her boyfriend. She has a really cool vibe about her. Mystique. Very long, dark hair as well. I remember it really vividly. She came up to give me a hug. We were separated by a little waist high railing. As we were hugging she put one foot on the railing and pressed her leg into my dick. It was like the most obvious subtle move. I was really impressed with that so I kept her in mind.
Then some time after that, i went to another show my friend was setting up at the same place. And there were a ton of other girls. I was feeling amazing and realizing that not only could I talk to all of these girls, I could try and fuck them too. I was being very ballsy and flirtatious. I settled on a girl I wanted to fuck and focused on her. I was in the zone so I wasn't chasing, I was doing everything right. Then another band started playing... it was the one HBSinger. I was dancing and having a great time and putting out good vibes. Girls were like coming halfway across the floor to get in my bubble haha. It seemed like the girl I was after was into me, but I wasn't sure.
Well, after HBSinger's band finished, the drummer came down and started making out with the girl I'd been flirting with. It was his girlfriend! haha
After that I kinda dropped my focus and just chilled, talked to my friends and had a good time. I invited a bunch of people over to smoke weed cause my place was close. It's funny, the girl I was originalyl flirting with, she was ADAMENT about coming. She actually convinced HBSinger and a few others to come. I'd just stocked up on beer and booze and weed, so we had an amazing time. People were playing music. Talking. Dancing. Laughing. I realized I could fuck HBSinger. I started amping up my touching. I ended up resting my feet on her legs. She's totally into it. Suddenly the other girl gets a call from her boyfriend. He's outside. She starts gathering up people to go. But HBSinger says she will stay. So all the other girls left, and it's just me and another friend of mine and HBSinger. Her feet are near me now so I pick one up and start massaging it. I love giving foot massages. I feel like I can basically make a girl cum from that alone. And so my intention was to get her SUPER hot and bothered very subtly, so she would stay.
Eventually, my friend gets up to smoke and then leave. She says she's going with him. But she leaves her bag behind. She goes out to smoke. Then she comes back in alone. I instantly pull her onto my lap and she's straddling me. I pretend like Im going to kiss her but then I pull back and start rubbing her body really sensually. We chill like this for about 30 minutes. Either her on my lap, or being close together some other way. I'm slowly ramping it up the entire time. She tells me she still has a boyfriend. I wasn't really sure what I was going to do at this point. Because I didn't want to cause some kind of drama in my friend circle. I tell her that. But the vibe is still very sexy. We forget about it and go back to escalation.
At one point we are sitting on my floor, and she is laying back against some stairs. Her hips are around mine. I have her shirt and bra pulled up so her titties are in full display. It turns out they are amazing. She's one of those girls who only ever hints at what she has, and you don't know until her clothes are off. I tell her she should get naked. She gets very excited about it and starts taking off her clothes. So now I have all my clothes on and she's totally naked except for a scarf. And she has a great body. At this point I finally start playing with her pussy, which I had ignored. It's wet and I start fingering her with my musical technique haha. She tells me, now we have to have sex. So, I take her to my bedroom.
I get totally naked. She's totally naked. There's just one problem... in the time from my front room to my bedroom, I lost my boner. I try and get it going again but it's obviously a problem. I have had some experience with this. It used to happen right after I lost my virginity a lot. But I got over it and it hadn't happened since with about 40 girls in 8 years. Now, apparently it was back. I felt pretty awkward about it. But chill. I assured her it wasn't her fault. Told her this had happened to me a long time ago and so I knew for a fact it was in my head and not with her. Then we kinda just drift off a little. Her, mostly. I was feeling a lot of anxiety. I wasn't happy with how things were going. This girl was pretty well connected in the circles I was also in. Even though I was playing it off pretty well... that's not who I wanted to be. I wanted this girl to fucking tell every single one of her friends about me. But not because I was too much of a pussy to get it up!
I went into the kitchen to eat something. And I realized maybe I could watch some porn and get hard, then go back in there and fuck her. So, I pull up a video on my phone. it's doing absoultely NOTHING for me, because my issue was all in my head anyway. But... after like 5 minutes of trying, I started getting a little hard. And then a little harder. I'm starting to feel like a sexual being again. Finally I am 75% hard. I keep jerking. It feels good. I get a thought in my head, "wouldn't it suck if I came right now"... and right on fucking cue, I CAME.
I couldn't fucking believe it. Nothing like that had ever happened to me before. Barely even being hard and suddenly spontaneously cumming. It was funny, but I felt horrible! I was thinking there was no fucking WAY I would get hard now. And the night was just an utter failure. I got my shit together and I went back into the bed. She was like half asleep half awake. We cuddled. I started fondling her. She's into it. I press my whole naked body against hers and it feels amazing. Suddenly I'm kinda hard. I move between her legs. She asks me, "are you going to fuck me now?". I tell her, "yup". I rub my dick onto her pussy and suddenly I'm pretty hard. I manage to get a condom on. I have to kinda hold my dick to keep the blood in and push it inside of her, but she's wet enough that it goes in. And then... I fucking relax. Her pussy feels amazing. So it's like none of that mental bullshit even happened. I start pumping away as I do. Just fully in the moment and loving every second of it. Because I'd just came, I had some endurance, so I really gave it to her. I was playing with her feet and her clit and her tits, just doing whatever I wanted. Completely pounding her.
And then I feel myself about ready to cum. So I go fucking hard, our bodies in perfect rhythmic sync. I cum fucking hard and then roll over. She breaths out "...amazing..." I feel fucking HAPPY. Minutes ago I was feeling like a failure and that sex was literally impossible. Now I'm on top of the fucking world lol. Damn hormones.
We both sleep for about 2 hours. Then I wake up and I get hard again. She's on her stomach. So I start grabbing her ass and she's awake. I touch her pussy and it's dripping wet. So I plowed her doggy style while pulling on her hair. She had work pretty soon and I didn't want her to stay anyway. So she left. I took a hit from my one hitter and felt fucking amazing.
There are a lot of bands in the local music scene, but I definitely made my mark quickly. I started out playing in jazz clubs until I caught the attention of some other great musicians. Then we started a rock band. In a very underground sense, we were hailed as the best rock band in the city.
But where were the girls?
The truth is, from 2018 to mid-2019, I was depressed as hell. A band I'd been planning for 10 years broke apart. I parted ways with most of my social circle after that. I started from scratch, in my hometown city.
I used to have the hardest time having a one night stand. I went to the bar hundreds of times and talked to girls every single time, but I just couldn't put it together enough to bring them home. Well, in 2018 that changed. I went from never having one night stands, to only having one night stands. Although I felt miserable and alone for most of the year, I had a record number of one night stands (~10). The problem was, most of the times I wasn't having one night stands by choice. Generally I would get too drunk when I was out. Then the sex would be mediocre. After I would feel a huge sense of neediness... wanting her to stay. Then she'd leave and I'd feel like shit.
Things started to turn around for me when I decorated my apartment. It's true, for that entire time, I hardly had any decorations of any kind. I had a very plain bed. A desk. A bookshelf. And some instruments. I'd just been living like that for over a year. I realized basically every girl who'd been over commented on the lack of design. One girl who visited me from another country said my apartment was a "waste".
So, I reached out to a girl I slept with in the past, who I still work with occasionally. She recommended a bunch of different items for my place. I ordered them. I set them up. I got some christmas lights for mood lighting. I bought a furry blanket and a bunch of pillows. I made my place cozy as fuck. I started having people over. I started feeling comfortable and at home in my place.
One night, I went out to a show at a local venue. I was feeling amazing. I decided I was going to be chill and cool to every single person I saw. Well, I ended up seeing a few people i knew. And one was this girl who was in another band. She was with her boyfriend. She has a really cool vibe about her. Mystique. Very long, dark hair as well. I remember it really vividly. She came up to give me a hug. We were separated by a little waist high railing. As we were hugging she put one foot on the railing and pressed her leg into my dick. It was like the most obvious subtle move. I was really impressed with that so I kept her in mind.
Then some time after that, i went to another show my friend was setting up at the same place. And there were a ton of other girls. I was feeling amazing and realizing that not only could I talk to all of these girls, I could try and fuck them too. I was being very ballsy and flirtatious. I settled on a girl I wanted to fuck and focused on her. I was in the zone so I wasn't chasing, I was doing everything right. Then another band started playing... it was the one HBSinger. I was dancing and having a great time and putting out good vibes. Girls were like coming halfway across the floor to get in my bubble haha. It seemed like the girl I was after was into me, but I wasn't sure.
Well, after HBSinger's band finished, the drummer came down and started making out with the girl I'd been flirting with. It was his girlfriend! haha
After that I kinda dropped my focus and just chilled, talked to my friends and had a good time. I invited a bunch of people over to smoke weed cause my place was close. It's funny, the girl I was originalyl flirting with, she was ADAMENT about coming. She actually convinced HBSinger and a few others to come. I'd just stocked up on beer and booze and weed, so we had an amazing time. People were playing music. Talking. Dancing. Laughing. I realized I could fuck HBSinger. I started amping up my touching. I ended up resting my feet on her legs. She's totally into it. Suddenly the other girl gets a call from her boyfriend. He's outside. She starts gathering up people to go. But HBSinger says she will stay. So all the other girls left, and it's just me and another friend of mine and HBSinger. Her feet are near me now so I pick one up and start massaging it. I love giving foot massages. I feel like I can basically make a girl cum from that alone. And so my intention was to get her SUPER hot and bothered very subtly, so she would stay.
Eventually, my friend gets up to smoke and then leave. She says she's going with him. But she leaves her bag behind. She goes out to smoke. Then she comes back in alone. I instantly pull her onto my lap and she's straddling me. I pretend like Im going to kiss her but then I pull back and start rubbing her body really sensually. We chill like this for about 30 minutes. Either her on my lap, or being close together some other way. I'm slowly ramping it up the entire time. She tells me she still has a boyfriend. I wasn't really sure what I was going to do at this point. Because I didn't want to cause some kind of drama in my friend circle. I tell her that. But the vibe is still very sexy. We forget about it and go back to escalation.
At one point we are sitting on my floor, and she is laying back against some stairs. Her hips are around mine. I have her shirt and bra pulled up so her titties are in full display. It turns out they are amazing. She's one of those girls who only ever hints at what she has, and you don't know until her clothes are off. I tell her she should get naked. She gets very excited about it and starts taking off her clothes. So now I have all my clothes on and she's totally naked except for a scarf. And she has a great body. At this point I finally start playing with her pussy, which I had ignored. It's wet and I start fingering her with my musical technique haha. She tells me, now we have to have sex. So, I take her to my bedroom.
I get totally naked. She's totally naked. There's just one problem... in the time from my front room to my bedroom, I lost my boner. I try and get it going again but it's obviously a problem. I have had some experience with this. It used to happen right after I lost my virginity a lot. But I got over it and it hadn't happened since with about 40 girls in 8 years. Now, apparently it was back. I felt pretty awkward about it. But chill. I assured her it wasn't her fault. Told her this had happened to me a long time ago and so I knew for a fact it was in my head and not with her. Then we kinda just drift off a little. Her, mostly. I was feeling a lot of anxiety. I wasn't happy with how things were going. This girl was pretty well connected in the circles I was also in. Even though I was playing it off pretty well... that's not who I wanted to be. I wanted this girl to fucking tell every single one of her friends about me. But not because I was too much of a pussy to get it up!
I went into the kitchen to eat something. And I realized maybe I could watch some porn and get hard, then go back in there and fuck her. So, I pull up a video on my phone. it's doing absoultely NOTHING for me, because my issue was all in my head anyway. But... after like 5 minutes of trying, I started getting a little hard. And then a little harder. I'm starting to feel like a sexual being again. Finally I am 75% hard. I keep jerking. It feels good. I get a thought in my head, "wouldn't it suck if I came right now"... and right on fucking cue, I CAME.
I couldn't fucking believe it. Nothing like that had ever happened to me before. Barely even being hard and suddenly spontaneously cumming. It was funny, but I felt horrible! I was thinking there was no fucking WAY I would get hard now. And the night was just an utter failure. I got my shit together and I went back into the bed. She was like half asleep half awake. We cuddled. I started fondling her. She's into it. I press my whole naked body against hers and it feels amazing. Suddenly I'm kinda hard. I move between her legs. She asks me, "are you going to fuck me now?". I tell her, "yup". I rub my dick onto her pussy and suddenly I'm pretty hard. I manage to get a condom on. I have to kinda hold my dick to keep the blood in and push it inside of her, but she's wet enough that it goes in. And then... I fucking relax. Her pussy feels amazing. So it's like none of that mental bullshit even happened. I start pumping away as I do. Just fully in the moment and loving every second of it. Because I'd just came, I had some endurance, so I really gave it to her. I was playing with her feet and her clit and her tits, just doing whatever I wanted. Completely pounding her.
And then I feel myself about ready to cum. So I go fucking hard, our bodies in perfect rhythmic sync. I cum fucking hard and then roll over. She breaths out "...amazing..." I feel fucking HAPPY. Minutes ago I was feeling like a failure and that sex was literally impossible. Now I'm on top of the fucking world lol. Damn hormones.
We both sleep for about 2 hours. Then I wake up and I get hard again. She's on her stomach. So I start grabbing her ass and she's awake. I touch her pussy and it's dripping wet. So I plowed her doggy style while pulling on her hair. She had work pretty soon and I didn't want her to stay anyway. So she left. I took a hit from my one hitter and felt fucking amazing.
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