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My reference experience with this kind of thing in the past has not been good, I mean this was one date... and she's only had sex with 2 people.... Plus it was a tinder date and she's a nanny for a guy who works on Deadliest Catch (dude actually came out and took a pic of my license plate, understandable but I was kind of afraid to escalate in that situation). She said she was looking for "just friends" but was totally down to make out with me (I didn't try to press things farther...). I dunno she was just such a small town good girl and I didn't want to creep her out.......
I've kind of been pussying out the past couple weeks due to losing tons of girls trying to move fast (but not really knowing how to do so I guess?), I've been almost acting blue pill again; Paying for dates, not trying to escalate farther than making out, etc. etc.
What the hell happened to my polarity and taking the red pill? We know this stuff works, hell I know it works (The LR I wrote a couple weeks ago I verbalized my game on a girl as I was running it, it's still a draft though I need to finish and post it).
I can just feel the neediness and unconfidence creeping into my soul.......... Not only that failed escalations were killing me because when they said "We're not having sex" I was complying to their frame and... I dunno it's like I lose something at that point, (obviously then I don't see them again -_-, even if they say we will) I think that failed escalation that ended up with me getting accused of rape (bullshit completely of course and everyone there supported me), still haunts me.
I've kind of been pussying out the past couple weeks due to losing tons of girls trying to move fast (but not really knowing how to do so I guess?), I've been almost acting blue pill again; Paying for dates, not trying to escalate farther than making out, etc. etc.
What the hell happened to my polarity and taking the red pill? We know this stuff works, hell I know it works (The LR I wrote a couple weeks ago I verbalized my game on a girl as I was running it, it's still a draft though I need to finish and post it).
I can just feel the neediness and unconfidence creeping into my soul.......... Not only that failed escalations were killing me because when they said "We're not having sex" I was complying to their frame and... I dunno it's like I lose something at that point, (obviously then I don't see them again -_-, even if they say we will) I think that failed escalation that ended up with me getting accused of rape (bullshit completely of course and everyone there supported me), still haunts me.
