Meteor’s newbie assignment

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Starting the newbie assignment.
i live in a coastal Tier 1 city in India.
day 1- beach, air hostess living quarters in my city, biggest mall, another mall
day2- posture. Already have good posture, am an athlete and workout. i focused on my posture more.
got more than normal eye contacts from girls, people moved out of my way quicker. Although this change may be due to me deliberately noticing it.
day 3- will update as soon as I do it. Most probably next weekend. i’m in med school while training to become a pro athlete. Got a tournament in another city, 8 exams and one medical conference to attend in this month.

 

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Day 3- couldn’t do it today….. since I had a date. took her to the beach, got touchy (too many people).
went to her college, sat together, cuddled for some more time. didn’t find a good place to kiss.

 

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did not update since I went home for Diwali. It is as important as Christmas is in the west.
met Up with my hometown sweetheart, had sex. Got in an accident late night one day. All this on top of my training and college. So yeah….. been a crazy few weeks.

 

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Day 3- eye contact.
I didn’t have a problem keeping eye contact with anyone except old men (think white haired).

All others broke eye contact with me after sometime, but they kept staring back intensely and caused me to break the eye contact.

girls my age mostly broke eye contact by looking sideways or downwards (good thing I guess).

after completing the assignment I went to a temple. as I was taking my shoes back from the shoe rack, I heard a very feminine voice, I turned to see and saw one of the most beautiful girl I’ve seen, in completely traditional clothing (my type).

we held eye contact for a second and then I got aside to let her take her shoes.

I Went to the side and sat down to wear my shoes.

suddenly the girl came with her friend(also a girl) and kept the her shoes beside me instead of keeping them in the shoe rack where they will be safe from thieves.

She did this in a dramatic way as if to draw my attention towards her. Pretty fucking clear approach invitation.

instead of approaching her, which would be pretty situationally relevant, I just maintained eye contact with her like a retard and left. Should’ve talked to her.

after this I called up the girl I went on a date with last time (same girl I mentioned in my second post).
we met to have some early dinner before her hostel curfew. Dropped her back on my bike.

she is a very flirty girl and is more experienced than me. I’ve had sex with 2 girls and she’s had it with 4 guys. Ive kissed 4 and she’s kissed 8. You get the point.

the problem is she’s able to control the interaction in terms of touching and getting physical better than me. This causes me to get stuck In a rut.

I’m usually able to lead the interaction with girls less experienced than me or even more experienced but less flirty. It feels like whatever physical closeness I’m able to get with this girl is what she consciously allows, unlike the other girls I’ve been like this with.

I am open to suggestions on what I am doing wrong and how to improve (both the assignment and the situation with this girl)

signing off till next weekend,
METEOR

P.S.- pretty excited and nervous about doing day 4.

 

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This week is full of exams every day. pretty busy. I’ll update on the coming weekend.