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Went out for a midday stroll.
Wasn’t long before I find myself sitting on a bench with a cute british tourist girl of middle eastern descent. She’s only in town for a few hours and is killing some time before she meets her friend to head out. We chat about the following:
She’s sexually engaged, but something interesting happens in the middle of all these frames: Her mouth opens up wide in a big yawn, the engagement instantly disappears, and she immediately tries to set me up with her friend [the same one she’s waiting for!] who, she says, is solely looking to get laid.
Well I didn’t follow my instincts so this yawn was understandable. I was feeling a strong urge to sexually qualify her, yet I held back due to hesitancy. So as the qualification window closed…I removed myself as an immediate sexual option for her. She got bored and tried to set me up to try with her friend who was in need. I suspect other reasons too.
Wasn’t a huge issue tho as I continued setting more sexual frames and she perked back up again. Then she starts reaching closer to me and randomly she says, “wheres a good place to eat around here?” Ok!
Moving Somewhere Else
I turn on my new DECISIVE MINDSET and off we go on a walk to the convenience store so I can grab a drink.
On the way there and in the store though, she starts furiously frame grabbing and teasing me, like a machine gun! This is the price I gotta pay for earlier…and I don't have it in me for this. My DECISIVE MINDSET sputters out as I retreat into a neutral position.
After leaving the store, we start walking towards my place…and once again, I have this overwhelming urge, like an itch, to invite her over. So I start chewing on how to phrase the ask based on the situation…1...2...3...the seconds are passing by. Then
And that’s where this ends. I grab her number and walk home alone, excitedly, because I get further and further every time. And with recent mindset and medication changes, things are going great!
Wasn’t long before I find myself sitting on a bench with a cute british tourist girl of middle eastern descent. She’s only in town for a few hours and is killing some time before she meets her friend to head out. We chat about the following:
She’s sexually engaged, but something interesting happens in the middle of all these frames: Her mouth opens up wide in a big yawn, the engagement instantly disappears, and she immediately tries to set me up with her friend [the same one she’s waiting for!] who, she says, is solely looking to get laid.
Well I didn’t follow my instincts so this yawn was understandable. I was feeling a strong urge to sexually qualify her, yet I held back due to hesitancy. So as the qualification window closed…I removed myself as an immediate sexual option for her. She got bored and tried to set me up to try with her friend who was in need. I suspect other reasons too.
Wasn’t a huge issue tho as I continued setting more sexual frames and she perked back up again. Then she starts reaching closer to me and randomly she says, “wheres a good place to eat around here?” Ok!
Moving Somewhere Else
I turn on my new DECISIVE MINDSET and off we go on a walk to the convenience store so I can grab a drink.
On the way there and in the store though, she starts furiously frame grabbing and teasing me, like a machine gun! This is the price I gotta pay for earlier…and I don't have it in me for this. My DECISIVE MINDSET sputters out as I retreat into a neutral position.
After leaving the store, we start walking towards my place…and once again, I have this overwhelming urge, like an itch, to invite her over. So I start chewing on how to phrase the ask based on the situation…1...2...3...the seconds are passing by. Then
And that’s where this ends. I grab her number and walk home alone, excitedly, because I get further and further every time. And with recent mindset and medication changes, things are going great!
