My journey in Scandinavia

[murv]

Newbie assigment- saying "hi"

So i worked yesterday and that girl i liked worked aswell. I managed to get her snapchat after some conversation about how we should study together, (we are in same school). And then i am now wondering what to do with it... should i message her?? Will it be awkward?? We work together, but not so often like max 1 per week. Should i wait untill she writes that we should study together or should i propose it again?!?!? Many questions too few answers haha.

Basically i am not so sure about my next step.
She is cute and kind, but i guess i need to be more of a jerk/ flirty/ and more fun.
Its hard though when i deal with customers whom i need to be nice to. Its a hard balance.

I want to make her laugh more and be more invested.

Also about saying hi to several strangers - i did it, i said hi all the time to people coming in to the place, and their response back was also a hi. I feel much more social nowadays and also breaking that hi barrier gave me some encouragement. It was not hard at all, i just had to do it.

Sure it was at work and its somewhat my job to help customers at the bar. But still i dont usually do say hi to everyone coming in and so does not my collegues.

Anyways - it was an nerve wrecking day and i made some pressure on myself to get her snapchat, i managed to get it and as i said, now what?

Tl:dr
Got snapchat from the girl i liked at work, it seems like she likes me somewhat aswell. She is not super invested and i need to figure out some way to get her more invested.
Also said hi to bunch of strangers, went sucessfull, i will repeat the hi saying part a couple of more times then i will talk some more to the girls i said hi to.

/murv

 

[murv]

So, was a while ago i wrote here.

Things that have happened:
* I started a new job, making me feel more grateful and happy in general. Thats positive
* The girl i got snapchat of, we kept talking at work, but i dont know i kind of worked my last shift there and wont be seeing her again if not by chance in school. I asked her out twice, sort of indirect direct, by proposing we study together she kind of half assed said sure but i kind of got lazy and lost a little bit of interest when she did not give much energy to it.
I dont know. She seems interested but also a bit aloof. I dont know what to make of it honestly.
* Been svamped with things to do, not much focus on game, i am currently reading approach anxiety articles on GS, and i am trying to muster up the courage to talk to girls. I get sometimes looks by women but sometimes they dont look at me.
* I am sick of being single, i want girls in my life, so i am going to approach. The question is when and how to do it.
It feels like an super big obstacle to overcome, and it does not help that many people are not doing it.
* So bascially i need balls, i need to be a man and fucking go talk to the girl, i only live once, i have to get as many girls as possible.

Tl:dr
Me talking about what i have done lately. And that i need to man up and get some fucking balls and fucking just do it. It sucks being single and alone.

/ murv