really, haven’t done much since i made this journal tbh. Didn’t start cold approach at all, didn’t implement any of the goals i set for myself. It’s like there’s a mental barrier I have towards improving my life. I know I have to change, but can’t get my ass to be consistent and stick with it.
That said, since my last post, i texted a few old leads that i used to flirt with on and off without getting too serious, with the intention of closing them.
There’s HB1 :
Texted her the first time to meet up with her, but she cancelled last minute….I thought I was too direct when we flirting on text. We continued texting for a while and finally met up on campus. Hanged out for a while, then took her to a secluded spot….where I kissed her on the cheeks, and ran my hands all over her body. Couldn’t bring myself to kiss her properly. She likes me tho, calls me babe and is pretty compliant.
But I’ve done the exact same thing with her in January, and despite being so high interest, I couldn’t get intimate with her. Or maybe I didn’t game her well enough, regardless I’m pushing to close things as soon as possible with her.
Then HB2:
a girl I’ve known for almost a year now, we used to flirt on and off…I’d check in on her once a month or two, talk for like a week and go ghost. Didn’t have alot of interest in her, she just has a nice ass.
anyways, her bf broke up with her so she started texting me alot and we met up once a week for like three weeks. In every meetup, I’d touch her, grab her ass and kiss her. I could tell she wanted commitment before intimacy tho, looking for a replacement for her boyfriend. And she wanted alot of investment too. She once jokingly said…i’d have to take her on five dates before we slept together. lol.
I asked her to come over recently and she agreed then cancelled last minute. Don’t think she was worth persisting with, so i ghosted her for two weeks, then pinged her with the morning with sunshine emoji. She replied, and well is taking her time to respond to my texts…so going to ditch her completely.
also there’s a 6’2 baddie with a nice rack that i flirt with, but she’s recently travelled to another country so I just text her once in a while to keep her warm.
and there’s another semi religious girl I’ve been talking to, took her a while to open up to me….but she’s open now tho, she sends alot of mixed signals. ( or maybe I don’t know how to interpret girls’ signs? ) But we’re hanging out next week and it’s on her apparently, she’s going to get me ice cream lol.
Haven’t closed any of them yet, which sucks…but I’m in a much better position with women than when the year begun, so any progress is good progress.
Now, i don’t want to rely on those girls to level up my skills and get some pussy. I obviously need to meet new girls, a lot of new girls. Also I realized, I really don’t know what the fuck am doing. I thought I had some game because I used to read gc articles, but I don’t know jack shit. I don’t know what vibe i give off( am going for the lover vibe ), what mindsets a seducer should have, and basically no process. I have a rough outline i follow tho. Downloaded a couple e-books for clarity and direction and also going to start the newbie assignment, baby step my way into learning game and start posting here.
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