Let's call her Greenie
Does she like me or nah?
Can I make something out of this?
How we met
I met her on a taxi. Forgot how. I just remember that it ended with me getting off with her, escorting her to her next cab and then mentioning that I was just escorting her, to which she was pleasantly surprised. Got her numbers when I met her another day after she told me that we were in the same class. I texted her once, but on the second text she didn’t respond. so I decided to call her after mustering up the confidence, but it went straight to voicemail, so I next her digitallyuntil I'm in the mood again.
I kept bumping into her a few times and playfully talking to her about random stuff.
Today
As we all exit class Greenie sits outside waiting for something. I show up and ask her what’s up. The girl I’m walking with waits for me. I keep ignoring her and eventually the girl slides off (never had a dating chance with her anyway. She’s a bit too aloof). Greenie realises this and tells me that my friend is leaving me. I respond with
“she knows that you’re the winner in this game”
She blushes a bit and tells me to knock it off.
We talk a bit and she seems to be waiting for her next period. But after I point out that it’s a long way away, she says that she has nothing to do.
So I probe her a bit to figure out her plans and she planned to watch movies on her laptop. Which is dead now. I offer to keep her company. She asks me what I was planning on doing and I say going home. She then asks me if I have any movies and then I say yes but admit that they’re pretty old. She doesn’t mind and she asks me if she can come over to watch one.
I immediately remember how messy my room is.
“YES!!!!”
As we head on towards it, we talk about random stuff. I admit that my room is a mess and she agrees to chill in the lounge(-ish) area while I clean. So that’s what we did. Afterwards, my housemates show up and I make it seem like I’m the backbone of the house so I can get some social proof out of em. Then I invite her into my room. She processed the invitation and said yes. In we go. When we’re in there we sit awkwardly. But I can’t get her to my bed because I didn’t introduce that or touching into the relationship yet. And I was pussying out because of her next class, so I felt like failure was pretty high. We continue talking about random stuff as I send her movies and eventually she needs to get to class.
As we leave she asks me where I’m going. I tell her that I’m meeting up with somebody (a girl I thought was a potential lay). She asks me if it’s a girlfriend. I say:
No.
and after hesitating a bit, I say:
I was hoping that you could be my girlfriend.
She instantly says no. Then I ask her if the no is temporary. She says no. Then I ask if we could be friends with benefits. She says no. Then I say really and she asks me if I’m kidding and that she’s really hoping that I’m kidding.
I don’t remember my response to this, but I made sure to avoid saying that I was kidding. I knew the entire time that it would have sounded needy. But something inside me told me to go ahead with it anyway. So I did.
Then she asked me if I ever had a girlfriend. I use this as an opportunity to tell her that I don’t really believe in marriage and that I’m in it all for the fun. She disagrees with this. She handled it pretty well though. I turn the question around on her and this is what confuses me:
She starts telling me about all of her ex boyfriends and lovers and what she thought about all of them. In detail.
I’m just listening and taking notes at this point. It’s a topic that lasted for a solid 10 minutes before she reaches class.
After we split up, I feel like we actually got closer than we were before today. Even though I not only sounded needy, but I also disqualified myself as a husband candidate. The way she said goodbye was a bit warmer than the usual ones. I dunno. Not sure if that was her way of letting me know that we could’ve banged and that I should try harder next time. Or if she was just trying to drown me with so much value that the league difference becomes apparent. Or if she was just trying to qualify herself.
Honestly, I’m just glad to be posting something on the field report boards.
Does she like me or nah?
Can I make something out of this?
How we met
I met her on a taxi. Forgot how. I just remember that it ended with me getting off with her, escorting her to her next cab and then mentioning that I was just escorting her, to which she was pleasantly surprised. Got her numbers when I met her another day after she told me that we were in the same class. I texted her once, but on the second text she didn’t respond. so I decided to call her after mustering up the confidence, but it went straight to voicemail, so I next her digitallyuntil I'm in the mood again.
I kept bumping into her a few times and playfully talking to her about random stuff.
Today
As we all exit class Greenie sits outside waiting for something. I show up and ask her what’s up. The girl I’m walking with waits for me. I keep ignoring her and eventually the girl slides off (never had a dating chance with her anyway. She’s a bit too aloof). Greenie realises this and tells me that my friend is leaving me. I respond with
“she knows that you’re the winner in this game”
She blushes a bit and tells me to knock it off.
We talk a bit and she seems to be waiting for her next period. But after I point out that it’s a long way away, she says that she has nothing to do.
So I probe her a bit to figure out her plans and she planned to watch movies on her laptop. Which is dead now. I offer to keep her company. She asks me what I was planning on doing and I say going home. She then asks me if I have any movies and then I say yes but admit that they’re pretty old. She doesn’t mind and she asks me if she can come over to watch one.
I immediately remember how messy my room is.
“YES!!!!”
As we head on towards it, we talk about random stuff. I admit that my room is a mess and she agrees to chill in the lounge(-ish) area while I clean. So that’s what we did. Afterwards, my housemates show up and I make it seem like I’m the backbone of the house so I can get some social proof out of em. Then I invite her into my room. She processed the invitation and said yes. In we go. When we’re in there we sit awkwardly. But I can’t get her to my bed because I didn’t introduce that or touching into the relationship yet. And I was pussying out because of her next class, so I felt like failure was pretty high. We continue talking about random stuff as I send her movies and eventually she needs to get to class.
As we leave she asks me where I’m going. I tell her that I’m meeting up with somebody (a girl I thought was a potential lay). She asks me if it’s a girlfriend. I say:
No.
and after hesitating a bit, I say:
I was hoping that you could be my girlfriend.
She instantly says no. Then I ask her if the no is temporary. She says no. Then I ask if we could be friends with benefits. She says no. Then I say really and she asks me if I’m kidding and that she’s really hoping that I’m kidding.
I don’t remember my response to this, but I made sure to avoid saying that I was kidding. I knew the entire time that it would have sounded needy. But something inside me told me to go ahead with it anyway. So I did.
Then she asked me if I ever had a girlfriend. I use this as an opportunity to tell her that I don’t really believe in marriage and that I’m in it all for the fun. She disagrees with this. She handled it pretty well though. I turn the question around on her and this is what confuses me:
She starts telling me about all of her ex boyfriends and lovers and what she thought about all of them. In detail.
I’m just listening and taking notes at this point. It’s a topic that lasted for a solid 10 minutes before she reaches class.
After we split up, I feel like we actually got closer than we were before today. Even though I not only sounded needy, but I also disqualified myself as a husband candidate. The way she said goodbye was a bit warmer than the usual ones. I dunno. Not sure if that was her way of letting me know that we could’ve banged and that I should try harder next time. Or if she was just trying to drown me with so much value that the league difference becomes apparent. Or if she was just trying to qualify herself.
Honestly, I’m just glad to be posting something on the field report boards.
