Razza - Certified Lover Boy

[Razza]

Bonjour homies, I have been meaning to start this journey and journal for a while now.

I started one before but I lost motivation before getting started and I never went out to make any approaches. I also was in a very dark place for years, missed many years of my life that I kick myself for. I feel like caveman venturing into the modern world for the first time at times. I own it that's in the past the time is now.

I started this journal to hold myself accountable. I want to push myself to my absolute ability to become my very best version. I want to be loved by women and love them in return by giving them the best experiences. I want to be the best Lover!!! Before I could do that I need to shed myself of all beliefs that's been ingrained in me.

I finally stopped chasing my One It Is this week after 4 months. It was a eye opening experience red flags everywhere but I chose to ignore them. I cut her off and deleted her number. I never want to go through that experience again, that's extra motivation to get better at seduction as well.

Right now I'm still a whirlwind of emotions but its time to get to approaching and building myself into a high value man.

 

[Razza]

Goals for the reminder of September

• Work on fundamentals
• Find places to approach
• Go to the gym & eat healthy
• Meditate
• Complete College
• Psychology course
• Get on social media

Right now I need to start rewriting my brain and absorbing the information here.

I don't want to overwhelm myself started off so maybe that's enough. I was also wondering what medium of social media are some of you guys using? I think its wise to stop being a ghost.

One thing I'm noticing is I blabber too much without thinking, I'm never present within my myself or the interaction. I have diarrhea mouth.. stealing that from Skills I'm also too much of a clown its like I'm looking for attention girls would laugh but its not going to want them to fuck me. I'm also uncalibrated mess right now but I'm aware of some of my flaws right now.

Approaching is very scary did my first yesterday got her number but she turned out to be red flags.

So much more to write but time for bed, damn retail job. I'm motivated to get out there no one can do this shit besides me.


Will write more I need to understand the terminology in the community.

- Razza

 

[Skills]

Goals for the reminder of September

• Work on fundamentals
• Find places to approach
• Go to the gym & eat healthy
• Meditate
• Complete Psychology course
• Get on social media

Right now I need to start rewriting my brain and absorbing the information here.

I don't want to overwhelm myself started off so maybe that's enough. I was also wondering what medium of social media are some of you guys using? I think its wise to stop being a ghost.

One thing I'm noticing is I blabber too much without thinking, I'm never present within my myself or the interaction. I have diarrhea mouth.. stealing that from Skills I'm also too much of a clown its like I'm looking for attention girls would laugh but its not going to want them to fuck me. I'm also uncalibrated mess right now but I'm aware of some of my flaws right now.

Approaching is very scary did my first yesterday got her number but she turned out to be red flags.

So much more to write but time for bed, damn retail job. I'm motivated to get out there no one can do this shit besides me.


Will write more I need to understand the terminology in the community.

- Razza

Everything looks good, just don't put too much effort on social media, but find ways to get around it, I explain the why here and the video here also i talk about humor here and the video here, i don't understand the "complete psycology course" waste of time if you ask me, the seduction oriented psychology is different... Diarrhea of the mouth is bad, but seduction oriented topics are good....

 

[Razza]

Everything looks good, just don't put too much effort on social media, but find ways to get around it, I explain the why here and the video here also i talk about humor here and the video here, i don't understand the "complete psycology course" waste of time if you ask me, the seduction oriented psychology is different... Diarrhea of the mouth

I tapped in bro thanks for linking. No I meant psychology as in College courses haha

 

[Razza]

I detoxed for a moment I couldn’t absorb any info without my head spinning after things didn’t work with my old girl.

I read https://www.girlschase.com/article/mindsets/what-do-you-want-girls-lets-map-out it has helped me better map out what I want from women and a way to build myself up.

I finally found a career to pursue it at my old age it will take up a lot of time but I will be sure to go out and day game.

As a newbie I’m not gonna try to sleep with women from work until I advance further. The dynamics of things will kick my ass at this time.

I opened this girl who came in the store, I kept things friendly & warm while chatting her up. I was going to let her leave but said fuck it and stopped her again to ask for her number. She told me she’s seeing some guy and that she barely knows me. She then asks if I have Facebook but I told her I didn’t, so she says she will take my number instead so I scrambled like a chump trying to find something to write on and gave it to her.

A week past I see her again yesterday she comes by to say hi then we part since there’s a customer I see she lingering so I open her again once I’m done. I kept things warm and deep dived her. She dropped hints that I missed like going to get coffee and such. I gave her my FB then checked her out. Maybe shouldn’t have but lessons to be learned.

She’s 9 to me so it’s been an experience just talking to a woman like that. I have been approaching others tho but nothing to write home about got some numbers but no returns.

The process is hard but it’s fun I need to continue to work on my body and fundies for now!!

 

[Skills]

I tapped in bro thanks for linking. No I meant psychology as in College courses haha

yeah i took psychology and human sexuality classes in college and sociology... Does not translate much if any waste of time if you ask me.. Obviously if you have does "selective credits you need to take" then yeah, just for the heck of it, but will not translate into our thing..