Ok so, if any of my recent reports have shown, despite me laying other girls, I kinda have a thing for a girl I've called Daisy...
Last night, directly after the last LR I posted, I went over to hers. I played the whole aloof schtick for a bit, but we ended up deep-diving and getting to know each other very well. It culminated in us watching a movie in her bed, with her in underwear. I tried to kiss her and she just looked at me and shook her head. I thought it was because I smelled like sex (or had just had sex, which she knew about).
We had been texting a bit since. She played it off as just using me to pass the time, I teased her about being bitchy and using me, etc. It wasn't a long exchange, maybe five texts in the past day. I text her at about 10pm saying
She doesn't reply for a few hours and I'm back in my room by midnight catching up on coursework. Then she texts:
ok...
I wait a bit then say:
Cause I'm all casual and don't really care, right...?
She asks which one. I tell her Vicky Cristina Barcelona, cause I happen to have that downloaded on my computer. I then start watching it. She gets lost finding my room (seriously it's only one floor up come onnnn).
Then she arrives. Not knocking she just blasts in. I'm a bit worried about the content of the movie, as she already thinks I'm a player-type, but she already knows and loves it, moreso even than me.
Excellent
She then tells me:
Like, what? You thought we might be doing something else whilst in my bed? Naughty girl...huh.
I'm both confused by this and somewhat assured that hey, at least she's thought about it.
She crawls under the covers. It's a very narrow single bed. I get the lights, and crawl in with her. We awkwardly lay next to each other for about twenty minutes, just watching.
Fun fun. I'm sitting there with this girl who's already assured me we aren't hooking up (on a previous night out, I wrote about it in another FR). And I'm thinking, hey this girl is already in my bed. What do I do?
Also, I did and do want to be friends with her, even if nothing happens. She's a very popular club queen type girl (very socially skilled, surrounded by guys who'll do anything for her, secretly loves solitude and being alone, etc). So my social skills could be upped dramatically by befriending her, as could my social status.
So that's going through my head as well, I don't want to fuck that up. But not doing anything, that's just kinda sad. This will require finesse then. Hm.
I take a comment on her as to how uncomfortable the bed is, as a chance to move her closer and wrap my arm around her. Now when we talk, she has to look at me when my face (and lips) are less than three inches away. My arm is around her and draped down her back and she is snuggled into me whilst I face the computer (and thus am laying straight on my back). I also start rubbing her back, under her shirt, very very lightly.
So, to break that down:
1. My body language is such that she is facing me, laying on me, whilst I'm not really turned towards her significantly. Body-language wise, she is more invested in me than I am in her.
2. Every time we talk, we are in a position where we could kiss. We both constantly look at each other's mouths. I'm a bit too much of a bitch to do anything about it (I know, fuck me, right).
3. Whilst rubbing her back (right above her ass) I notice her breathing hitches a bit, but she doesn't move away at all. That means she likes the physical contact.
So we carry on like that for a while. We laugh and joke about stuff whilst still watching the movie. Most of the conversation is light (i.e. not deep-diving really). She is British and I am not, and she mocks me for being uncultured. I make some weird comments and she calls me ridiculous (whilst smiling widely at me, from a very close position). I call her glasses (which I hadn't seen her in before she came in tonight) cute. I am trying the whole, get her to kiss me thing, that PrettyDecent does, because I figure then it's her initiative whilst me remaining to be sexy.
Then suddenly, she pauses the movie. I look at her confused. She moves her mouth towards mine, and I take the initiative finally and deeply kiss her. In between kisses, she says:
Um...what?
I dismiss it as her teasing me, cause she gives me shit tests a lot. I ignore it and carry on. She takes off my shirt, I take off hers, and she removes her bra. We continue to make out, I pick her up and pin her against the wall. Then, she is in my lap, and we are still just kissing (with my hands on her ass) and dry-humping (with pants on) when she stops and says.
I lay back so she is straddling me, thus not pinning her down in any way (so she can leave if she is serious). We continue to kiss, but then she gets up and starts putting her shirt back on. I am confused, as I know she has slept with people before (although not at college in these first few weeks yet, apparently).
She smirks as she leaves, saying:
Lol ok bye then
So yeah. That ended all of a half-hour ago. She could be slow-gaming me (which is fine, I've got other girls, but would still like something with her). She could just have gotten me out of her system. She could be fucking with me. She could be genuinely confused as to what she wants, or have felt like she owed me something for coming over. I'm not really sure. I'll text her tomorrow afternoon and say something like haha you're a confusing girl or something that hints at it.
Key takeaways:
1. LMR is a bitch. Never really had problems with it until now. It sucks mannn
2. Always Assume Attraction. AAA. Never forget. I was a little bit too inactive, because she had stopped me before, but hey, turns out she's ok with at least kissing me after all.
3. Body language is king. Most of the shit I say is stupid, doesn't make sense, or is fluff (except for deep-diving, which is actually very very crucial). But reading body language, facial expressions, and getting people to invest in you with their body language, is something I'm becoming more and more aware of (to a surprising level too, if I had been told all this a year ago I wouldn't have believed that it mattered).
Ok well guys, I'm gonna go nurse my blue balls. I'd appreciate any advice on where I fucked this one up, It got very very close, and usually when I'm making out with a topless girl, it's a sealed deal.
I'm heading out tomorrow night for a night on the club/bar/wherever I end up (believe it or not, tonight was my night in/night of rest). Tomorrow morning I have class with the girl from the last LR, tomorrow afternoon, class with both that girl and Daisy. Should be interesting. Hopefully I'll have another report up soon (because that will mean that there's something to report). Love yall
Byron
Last night, directly after the last LR I posted, I went over to hers. I played the whole aloof schtick for a bit, but we ended up deep-diving and getting to know each other very well. It culminated in us watching a movie in her bed, with her in underwear. I tried to kiss her and she just looked at me and shook her head. I thought it was because I smelled like sex (or had just had sex, which she knew about).
We had been texting a bit since. She played it off as just using me to pass the time, I teased her about being bitchy and using me, etc. It wasn't a long exchange, maybe five texts in the past day. I text her at about 10pm saying
I'm bored,whatcha doing?
She doesn't reply for a few hours and I'm back in my room by midnight catching up on coursework. Then she texts:
Hey, I was out, I'm back now
ok...
I wait a bit then say:
I'm watching a movie in my room if you want to come up. If not, have a good night![]()
Cause I'm all casual and don't really care, right...?
She asks which one. I tell her Vicky Cristina Barcelona, cause I happen to have that downloaded on my computer. I then start watching it. She gets lost finding my room (seriously it's only one floor up come onnnn).
Then she arrives. Not knocking she just blasts in. I'm a bit worried about the content of the movie, as she already thinks I'm a player-type, but she already knows and loves it, moreso even than me.
Excellent
She then tells me:
Ok but I'm here to watch this, I actually want to watch the whole movie, ok?
Like, what? You thought we might be doing something else whilst in my bed? Naughty girl...huh.
I'm both confused by this and somewhat assured that hey, at least she's thought about it.
She crawls under the covers. It's a very narrow single bed. I get the lights, and crawl in with her. We awkwardly lay next to each other for about twenty minutes, just watching.
Fun fun. I'm sitting there with this girl who's already assured me we aren't hooking up (on a previous night out, I wrote about it in another FR). And I'm thinking, hey this girl is already in my bed. What do I do?
Also, I did and do want to be friends with her, even if nothing happens. She's a very popular club queen type girl (very socially skilled, surrounded by guys who'll do anything for her, secretly loves solitude and being alone, etc). So my social skills could be upped dramatically by befriending her, as could my social status.
So that's going through my head as well, I don't want to fuck that up. But not doing anything, that's just kinda sad. This will require finesse then. Hm.
I take a comment on her as to how uncomfortable the bed is, as a chance to move her closer and wrap my arm around her. Now when we talk, she has to look at me when my face (and lips) are less than three inches away. My arm is around her and draped down her back and she is snuggled into me whilst I face the computer (and thus am laying straight on my back). I also start rubbing her back, under her shirt, very very lightly.
So, to break that down:
1. My body language is such that she is facing me, laying on me, whilst I'm not really turned towards her significantly. Body-language wise, she is more invested in me than I am in her.
2. Every time we talk, we are in a position where we could kiss. We both constantly look at each other's mouths. I'm a bit too much of a bitch to do anything about it (I know, fuck me, right).
3. Whilst rubbing her back (right above her ass) I notice her breathing hitches a bit, but she doesn't move away at all. That means she likes the physical contact.
So we carry on like that for a while. We laugh and joke about stuff whilst still watching the movie. Most of the conversation is light (i.e. not deep-diving really). She is British and I am not, and she mocks me for being uncultured. I make some weird comments and she calls me ridiculous (whilst smiling widely at me, from a very close position). I call her glasses (which I hadn't seen her in before she came in tonight) cute. I am trying the whole, get her to kiss me thing, that PrettyDecent does, because I figure then it's her initiative whilst me remaining to be sexy.
Then suddenly, she pauses the movie. I look at her confused. She moves her mouth towards mine, and I take the initiative finally and deeply kiss her. In between kisses, she says:
Hey, I really have to go in like three minutes.
Um...what?
I dismiss it as her teasing me, cause she gives me shit tests a lot. I ignore it and carry on. She takes off my shirt, I take off hers, and she removes her bra. We continue to make out, I pick her up and pin her against the wall. Then, she is in my lap, and we are still just kissing (with my hands on her ass) and dry-humping (with pants on) when she stops and says.
Ok I should go
I lay back so she is straddling me, thus not pinning her down in any way (so she can leave if she is serious). We continue to kiss, but then she gets up and starts putting her shirt back on. I am confused, as I know she has slept with people before (although not at college in these first few weeks yet, apparently).
She smirks as she leaves, saying:
Have a good night dude!
Lol ok bye then
So yeah. That ended all of a half-hour ago. She could be slow-gaming me (which is fine, I've got other girls, but would still like something with her). She could just have gotten me out of her system. She could be fucking with me. She could be genuinely confused as to what she wants, or have felt like she owed me something for coming over. I'm not really sure. I'll text her tomorrow afternoon and say something like haha you're a confusing girl or something that hints at it.
Key takeaways:
1. LMR is a bitch. Never really had problems with it until now. It sucks mannn
2. Always Assume Attraction. AAA. Never forget. I was a little bit too inactive, because she had stopped me before, but hey, turns out she's ok with at least kissing me after all.
3. Body language is king. Most of the shit I say is stupid, doesn't make sense, or is fluff (except for deep-diving, which is actually very very crucial). But reading body language, facial expressions, and getting people to invest in you with their body language, is something I'm becoming more and more aware of (to a surprising level too, if I had been told all this a year ago I wouldn't have believed that it mattered).
Ok well guys, I'm gonna go nurse my blue balls. I'd appreciate any advice on where I fucked this one up, It got very very close, and usually when I'm making out with a topless girl, it's a sealed deal.
I'm heading out tomorrow night for a night on the club/bar/wherever I end up (believe it or not, tonight was my night in/night of rest). Tomorrow morning I have class with the girl from the last LR, tomorrow afternoon, class with both that girl and Daisy. Should be interesting. Hopefully I'll have another report up soon (because that will mean that there's something to report). Love yall
Byron