What can I say fellas, other than that I constructed an absolute beauty of a date, I love to love so much. My preparation for this date was to understand the mistakes of my past dates. On one hand, passivity, on the other, overeagerness, i.e. showing my interest too early, too much. To let her earn it, to qualify, to be the buyer and not the seller. As luck would have it, I also had a huge family reunion, and cousin reunion, where I entertained my cousins at my place and also drove them around. I had a great time socializing, teasing, laughing, whereas I usually don't see a soul besides my parents for a while. And all of my female cousins are attractive in their own right, so got to be more comfortable with feminine energy.
Of course I was nervous as shit for my date, I always am leading up to it. I was late by maybe 10 minutes, and had to run back down to the parking lot once I realized I left my phone in the car somewhere and was a little panicked looking for it. She looks like an indigenous princess, or some lost wandering princess of the Egyptian or Persian variety, alluring dark features, sexy piercings, petite, warm personality. I made sure to hold her hand in the greeting longer than usual, in the handclasp, which is the first time I employed it. And to sit next to her on the table. The talking was effortless for me because of how much I had been talking with my cousins earlier. I looked at her with sexual intensity, but only to break it and look around often in the beginning as I was waiting for our drinks. Her eyes and her smile are so expressive. We walked in a downtown area with the last hurrah of celebrations of Oktoberfest wrapping up. I could feel the dance, the tension, the teasing, it was almost perfect how she and I teased and tested each other in kind. We have a perfect dialogue and connection. I purposely made some moments of breaking rapport, such has looking into my phone boringly in the very beginning of our date while we were ordering, and letting go of her hand at the end of the street while we were in strong momentum and jokingly saying "looks like it's the end of the road, well, it was nice to meet you!" I can't say what the moment was when we kissed, she was saying something and I interrupted her with some kind of tease that I wish I could remember, then our lips just came together. Our kiss, then our second, then our third, etc... our bodies close to each other like this and putting my hands around her body, waist and ass.. there is no greater meaning to life than this, then how you feel the electricity of each other in the romantic coldness of night. We have a stellar chemistry. I knew to end the date a little early to leave her wanting more. My only improvement on this would have been to know how to dance, she wanted to dance with me with the last song of the Oktoberfest but I don't know how to dance.
Our second date for a light dinner, well she rolled up in a black leather jacket, looked almost gothic with her brunette hair. I acted standoffish, to pull her in further, as she was late. The rest is boring details, except how the server stopped coming back our table hilariously because we were kissing so much, and how she was staring at my black shirt collar beacuse there was make up on it from the milf (forgot to clean it from the milf lay, woops). She got back at my place, with my terrible pretense of watching movies
. How sexual she was, a complete and total tease in the bed and completely wet as I touched her underneath, her sensitivity and aggressive horniness were polar, but complimenting opposites. My favorite moment is standing up to open the windows with how hot we were, looking at her naked in my bed, the perfect collection of all her beauty shining back at me, her eyes turning from teasing to wonderment and curiousity as she tried to figure out what I was thinking, admiring her. I asked her when she had a feeling that she liked me, she said she knew there was a strong possibility that it was on when I asked if I could sit next to her, like oh he's that type of guy.
Those of you who know me, know that I am a 5'4" Asian in the US. My first girlfriend was 8/10, we broke up around a year ago. Since then I got laid with a milf, and now this girl I am writing about. These have been very difficult journeys for me with a lot of failure but the wins make it all worth it. I would like to eventually get laid with a girl hotter than my ex. It is debatable if this girl I'm seeing now is hotter than my ex. But I would still give it to my ex as she's the more classically attractive one. This girl is a little more alternative, but in her own right, very attractive to me. I am a lone soldier, actually no one I know is trying to get play like I am, with my kind of unique challenges so I have no one to celebrate with. All my friends are bluepilled nerdy virgins, lol.
Of course I was nervous as shit for my date, I always am leading up to it. I was late by maybe 10 minutes, and had to run back down to the parking lot once I realized I left my phone in the car somewhere and was a little panicked looking for it. She looks like an indigenous princess, or some lost wandering princess of the Egyptian or Persian variety, alluring dark features, sexy piercings, petite, warm personality. I made sure to hold her hand in the greeting longer than usual, in the handclasp, which is the first time I employed it. And to sit next to her on the table. The talking was effortless for me because of how much I had been talking with my cousins earlier. I looked at her with sexual intensity, but only to break it and look around often in the beginning as I was waiting for our drinks. Her eyes and her smile are so expressive. We walked in a downtown area with the last hurrah of celebrations of Oktoberfest wrapping up. I could feel the dance, the tension, the teasing, it was almost perfect how she and I teased and tested each other in kind. We have a perfect dialogue and connection. I purposely made some moments of breaking rapport, such has looking into my phone boringly in the very beginning of our date while we were ordering, and letting go of her hand at the end of the street while we were in strong momentum and jokingly saying "looks like it's the end of the road, well, it was nice to meet you!" I can't say what the moment was when we kissed, she was saying something and I interrupted her with some kind of tease that I wish I could remember, then our lips just came together. Our kiss, then our second, then our third, etc... our bodies close to each other like this and putting my hands around her body, waist and ass.. there is no greater meaning to life than this, then how you feel the electricity of each other in the romantic coldness of night. We have a stellar chemistry. I knew to end the date a little early to leave her wanting more. My only improvement on this would have been to know how to dance, she wanted to dance with me with the last song of the Oktoberfest but I don't know how to dance.
Our second date for a light dinner, well she rolled up in a black leather jacket, looked almost gothic with her brunette hair. I acted standoffish, to pull her in further, as she was late. The rest is boring details, except how the server stopped coming back our table hilariously because we were kissing so much, and how she was staring at my black shirt collar beacuse there was make up on it from the milf (forgot to clean it from the milf lay, woops). She got back at my place, with my terrible pretense of watching movies
. How sexual she was, a complete and total tease in the bed and completely wet as I touched her underneath, her sensitivity and aggressive horniness were polar, but complimenting opposites. My favorite moment is standing up to open the windows with how hot we were, looking at her naked in my bed, the perfect collection of all her beauty shining back at me, her eyes turning from teasing to wonderment and curiousity as she tried to figure out what I was thinking, admiring her. I asked her when she had a feeling that she liked me, she said she knew there was a strong possibility that it was on when I asked if I could sit next to her, like oh he's that type of guy.Those of you who know me, know that I am a 5'4" Asian in the US. My first girlfriend was 8/10, we broke up around a year ago. Since then I got laid with a milf, and now this girl I am writing about. These have been very difficult journeys for me with a lot of failure but the wins make it all worth it. I would like to eventually get laid with a girl hotter than my ex. It is debatable if this girl I'm seeing now is hotter than my ex. But I would still give it to my ex as she's the more classically attractive one. This girl is a little more alternative, but in her own right, very attractive to me. I am a lone soldier, actually no one I know is trying to get play like I am, with my kind of unique challenges so I have no one to celebrate with. All my friends are bluepilled nerdy virgins, lol.
