True self intertwined with ego

[ozzyakram91]

What I feel after hundreds (maybe a thousand) approaches since 2010 and now seeing a significant improvement is that my ego is as effective in getting a positive response or reaction than my higher self or actual self is.
So, in a normal day where id say oh I'm not in state if I approach now or say the default thing in my head, it won't go well. But now I'm confident and more optimistic that it will go well and I'm more in control because my ego (default thing I said/say) is more effective now and in time/intertwined with my higher self.

 

[ozzyakram91]

What I feel after hundreds (maybe a thousand) approaches since 2010 and now seeing a significant improvement is that my ego is as effective in getting a positive response or reaction than my higher self or actual self is.
So, in a normal day where id say oh I'm not in state if I approach now or say the default thing in my head, it won't go well. But now I'm confident and more optimistic that it will go well and I'm more in control because my ego (default thing I said/say) is more effective now and in time/intertwined with my higher self.

Last part correction "and in tune/intertwined with my higher self"

 

[Orchard]

Ok but also change your pfp!