Lemme start this post right by thanking the entire Girlschase community for helping me get this far. From the authors of the articles to the members of the board. You have all contributed to everything right I did in this interaction and the others and for that.....
I am forever grateful.
So Veronica and I keep chatting after our first date and she asks me to bring earphones to lend her because she lost hers. She also says she wants to see the premier of 50 shades darker.
That's when I knew I'd get laid.
We meet up and we're ubering to the movies. We speak a bit, but the car ride feels kinda awkward for me and I have no idea how to break the tension. I also tell her I forgot the earphones at home and that we'll have to go to my bachelor pad to get them (who wants to bet that I did that on purpose?)
We get to the movies and order tickets for the movie. When it comes to the seats, she orders something called a "lovenest". Two seats joined into one. At this point I'm worrying about giving off signals about being in the boyfriend role. We then continue to the ticket keeper, she moves on ahead while I pay for our food and drinks (she paid for the uber).
She reaches the ticketkeeper and she gives him our tickets. The keeper looks around and doesn't see anyone with her.
Weirded out, I continue with her to the seats. She's ahead of me the entire time and talking to herself as she memorizes where our seats are. We get there and watch the ads.
Watching ads seems like the wrong thing to do and I make some one liners with her and laugh around with her. There's a point where I get a bit overexcited when seeing the trailer for Logan, but she doesn't notice, luckily.
I then remember a recent post I made which reminded me to physically escalate. I have no idea how to do that. Then I look at her to see where I can touch her and the way we're seated seems rather.....awkward.....for a lovenest, as she sits on her side and I'm on mine.
I put my arm over her shoulder and she reciprocates by moving closer to me.
We sat like that through the movie while making little comments into each others ears.
The movie starts and I'm wondering what I can do to makeout with her....you know, like they do in the movies. But I come up with nothing. But I'm half-glad half-upset that we're watching 50 shades because she can get turned on so no need to worry about sexual escalation too much. But she can also see what a real alpha looks like and so I might get blown outta the water.
The movie ends and I can't TELL that she's turned on via signs or anything, but I know that she IS turned because its 50 shades!
People around us start moving about and I decide not to kiss her because of fear of being "that couple".
So we leave.
We ubering back to my crib to get her those earphones she wanted. We get to the gate for my student accommodation and its not opening via the remote, so a security guard opens for me. I'm analysing him to see him make that "you pervert" look at me, but he doesn't do it. I guess it calmed me down a bit.
We get into my crib and I make sure to close the curtains so peeping toms aren't attracted to my pad. But I make sure to lock the door only halfway so that she doesn't think I'm about to kidnap her or anything.
I get to her and she's sitting on my bed (nothing else to sit on).
I sit next to her and open a drawer next to the bed with the earphones in em. I give em to her and we start talking about the music she likes.
I look for the high point and wait for her to finish saying her sentence. Then I take her chin and slowly lead her to me so we can french kiss.
Then we continue talking.
This pattern continues about 4 or 5 times as I muster the courage to progress. Next I let her lie down on the bed and I take her shoes off and I massage her feet so I can see if I can guess how she likes me touching her.
I don't really learn anything coz I give up on it midway but its worthy of trying again in the future.
We continue the "french kiss and talk" pattern, except this time, I've added the neck kissing as an add-on. She seems to enjoy this.
Then comes a point where I decide to be bold and while we french kiss I caress her body with my hands leading from her hips, to her ass, to her inner thigh, her ass, inner thigh and then to her pussy.
she takes my hand and leads it away from there.
As she does this, I have a vision of myself in prison and I stop touching her.
Perplexed, I get her to talk some more. She talks on and I'm just laying there trying to calm myself down.
After calming down a bit, I realize that I'm just dealing with some last minute resistance and muster up the courage to make out with her again. I repeat the pattern:
French kiss > neck kiss > caress > pussy.
She pulls my hand away.
We continue kissing. Then she says she has to go to the bathroom. Fearing that this might be her way of slowly leaving the room, and then the pad, and then my life.....I try to convince her to go there after 10 minutes. She resists for a while and then goes to the bathroom. I tell her There's no water and she turns on the tap in the kitchen to prove me wrong.
If only girls weren't so smart!
So I lie back on my bed and figure out a gameplan. What will I do when she gets back? How will I undress her? Is it too late to chicken out?
Then I hear her sniffling in the bathroom.
Shit!
Is she crying? Why is she crying? Is she having buyer's remorse from the bad sex? I didn't even fuck her yet! How does she know the sex is bad?! Does she feel like a slut?! Oh no Ash!! You messed up big time!
She comes out and sits back on the bed complaining about being tired. I ask her why she was sniffling and she looks surprised that I could hear her.
I don't even care about sex at this point. There's no way I'm gonna fuck her if she's just gonna end up feeling slutty afterwards.
But something about her response to my questions seemed....slightly afraid.
Afraid that I might stop escalating.
I don't know what to make of it and I decide to try escalating a bit more to see if my instincts are right.
We kiss and I decide to kiss her neck and then go down towards her stomach. I'm kissing her there and while I'm down there, I undo her pants.
No resistance.
I come back up to kiss her some more so I don't risk anything. We make out for a while and then I pull back so I can take off the pants. I kiss her everywhere on her body and then go back to her lips. Then I take off the shirt and continue kissing her.
She's down to her lingerie now.
I pull her panties to the side and start fingering her while making out with her. I can't tell at all whether she's making sounds of pleasure or of discomfort, so I decide to look out for signs of pain as a sign to stop.
Eventually I kiss her everywhere on her body and move lower, and lower and lower. And once I get into position to give her oral she blocks me.
I go back up to kiss her on her upper body and kissing her breasts as I'm fingering her. Then I go back down and she blocks me again.
I repeat this two more times.
I shift my attention to instead, removing her panties, but she blocks that pattern as well.
Then I realize that I can instead pull off the underwear bit by bit until its off completely, and it totally works!
I kiss her around her pussy but she won't let me do oral. Eventually I give up and move back to her face. I take off my pants and put her hand on my dick. She puts its in for me and we fuck skin to skin.
About 30 seconds in I tell her I'm about to cum. (anticlimactic? Yes. Amazing? Like Disneyland)
I shoot my load onto her stomach.
After getting her cleaned up she says she's got to leave coz of a study session with her friends tomorrow, but I'm persistent to not let her leave. So we go at it again....this time with condoms (I was too nervous to mention them before fucking the first time).
I fuck her for like 20 minutes but feel pressured from her study session tomorrow that I realize that I won't cum anytime soon.
So I stop.
We dress up and I ring up an uber for her to go home. And I look for the security guard to help her out....as he helps us he starts complaining about how this isn't his job and whatever.
I tell her to message me when she gets home so I know she's safe and we chat for a while via whatsapp. Then I go to sleep.
This all happened a few days ago and I've gotta say that a lot of questions have come up in my head. New fears, new realisations and new goals.
But those are all questions for another post. The aim of this post is to say that I lived in this bachelor pad for about 5 days by the time this happened. And it seems that after the 5 days....
I am no longer a virgin.
I am forever grateful.
So Veronica and I keep chatting after our first date and she asks me to bring earphones to lend her because she lost hers. She also says she wants to see the premier of 50 shades darker.
That's when I knew I'd get laid.
We meet up and we're ubering to the movies. We speak a bit, but the car ride feels kinda awkward for me and I have no idea how to break the tension. I also tell her I forgot the earphones at home and that we'll have to go to my bachelor pad to get them (who wants to bet that I did that on purpose?)
We get to the movies and order tickets for the movie. When it comes to the seats, she orders something called a "lovenest". Two seats joined into one. At this point I'm worrying about giving off signals about being in the boyfriend role. We then continue to the ticket keeper, she moves on ahead while I pay for our food and drinks (she paid for the uber).
She reaches the ticketkeeper and she gives him our tickets. The keeper looks around and doesn't see anyone with her.
Weirded out, I continue with her to the seats. She's ahead of me the entire time and talking to herself as she memorizes where our seats are. We get there and watch the ads.
Watching ads seems like the wrong thing to do and I make some one liners with her and laugh around with her. There's a point where I get a bit overexcited when seeing the trailer for Logan, but she doesn't notice, luckily.
I then remember a recent post I made which reminded me to physically escalate. I have no idea how to do that. Then I look at her to see where I can touch her and the way we're seated seems rather.....awkward.....for a lovenest, as she sits on her side and I'm on mine.
I put my arm over her shoulder and she reciprocates by moving closer to me.
We sat like that through the movie while making little comments into each others ears.
The movie starts and I'm wondering what I can do to makeout with her....you know, like they do in the movies. But I come up with nothing. But I'm half-glad half-upset that we're watching 50 shades because she can get turned on so no need to worry about sexual escalation too much. But she can also see what a real alpha looks like and so I might get blown outta the water.
The movie ends and I can't TELL that she's turned on via signs or anything, but I know that she IS turned because its 50 shades!
People around us start moving about and I decide not to kiss her because of fear of being "that couple".
So we leave.
We ubering back to my crib to get her those earphones she wanted. We get to the gate for my student accommodation and its not opening via the remote, so a security guard opens for me. I'm analysing him to see him make that "you pervert" look at me, but he doesn't do it. I guess it calmed me down a bit.
We get into my crib and I make sure to close the curtains so peeping toms aren't attracted to my pad. But I make sure to lock the door only halfway so that she doesn't think I'm about to kidnap her or anything.
I get to her and she's sitting on my bed (nothing else to sit on).
I sit next to her and open a drawer next to the bed with the earphones in em. I give em to her and we start talking about the music she likes.
I look for the high point and wait for her to finish saying her sentence. Then I take her chin and slowly lead her to me so we can french kiss.
Then we continue talking.
This pattern continues about 4 or 5 times as I muster the courage to progress. Next I let her lie down on the bed and I take her shoes off and I massage her feet so I can see if I can guess how she likes me touching her.
I don't really learn anything coz I give up on it midway but its worthy of trying again in the future.
We continue the "french kiss and talk" pattern, except this time, I've added the neck kissing as an add-on. She seems to enjoy this.
Then comes a point where I decide to be bold and while we french kiss I caress her body with my hands leading from her hips, to her ass, to her inner thigh, her ass, inner thigh and then to her pussy.
she takes my hand and leads it away from there.
As she does this, I have a vision of myself in prison and I stop touching her.
Perplexed, I get her to talk some more. She talks on and I'm just laying there trying to calm myself down.
After calming down a bit, I realize that I'm just dealing with some last minute resistance and muster up the courage to make out with her again. I repeat the pattern:
French kiss > neck kiss > caress > pussy.
She pulls my hand away.
We continue kissing. Then she says she has to go to the bathroom. Fearing that this might be her way of slowly leaving the room, and then the pad, and then my life.....I try to convince her to go there after 10 minutes. She resists for a while and then goes to the bathroom. I tell her There's no water and she turns on the tap in the kitchen to prove me wrong.
If only girls weren't so smart!
So I lie back on my bed and figure out a gameplan. What will I do when she gets back? How will I undress her? Is it too late to chicken out?
Then I hear her sniffling in the bathroom.
Shit!
Is she crying? Why is she crying? Is she having buyer's remorse from the bad sex? I didn't even fuck her yet! How does she know the sex is bad?! Does she feel like a slut?! Oh no Ash!! You messed up big time!
She comes out and sits back on the bed complaining about being tired. I ask her why she was sniffling and she looks surprised that I could hear her.
I don't even care about sex at this point. There's no way I'm gonna fuck her if she's just gonna end up feeling slutty afterwards.
But something about her response to my questions seemed....slightly afraid.
Afraid that I might stop escalating.
I don't know what to make of it and I decide to try escalating a bit more to see if my instincts are right.
We kiss and I decide to kiss her neck and then go down towards her stomach. I'm kissing her there and while I'm down there, I undo her pants.
No resistance.
I come back up to kiss her some more so I don't risk anything. We make out for a while and then I pull back so I can take off the pants. I kiss her everywhere on her body and then go back to her lips. Then I take off the shirt and continue kissing her.
She's down to her lingerie now.
I pull her panties to the side and start fingering her while making out with her. I can't tell at all whether she's making sounds of pleasure or of discomfort, so I decide to look out for signs of pain as a sign to stop.
Eventually I kiss her everywhere on her body and move lower, and lower and lower. And once I get into position to give her oral she blocks me.
Veronica said:
I go back up to kiss her on her upper body and kissing her breasts as I'm fingering her. Then I go back down and she blocks me again.
I repeat this two more times.
I shift my attention to instead, removing her panties, but she blocks that pattern as well.
Then I realize that I can instead pull off the underwear bit by bit until its off completely, and it totally works!
I kiss her around her pussy but she won't let me do oral. Eventually I give up and move back to her face. I take off my pants and put her hand on my dick. She puts its in for me and we fuck skin to skin.
About 30 seconds in I tell her I'm about to cum. (anticlimactic? Yes. Amazing? Like Disneyland)
I shoot my load onto her stomach.
After getting her cleaned up she says she's got to leave coz of a study session with her friends tomorrow, but I'm persistent to not let her leave. So we go at it again....this time with condoms (I was too nervous to mention them before fucking the first time).
I fuck her for like 20 minutes but feel pressured from her study session tomorrow that I realize that I won't cum anytime soon.
So I stop.
We dress up and I ring up an uber for her to go home. And I look for the security guard to help her out....as he helps us he starts complaining about how this isn't his job and whatever.
I tell her to message me when she gets home so I know she's safe and we chat for a while via whatsapp. Then I go to sleep.
This all happened a few days ago and I've gotta say that a lot of questions have come up in my head. New fears, new realisations and new goals.
But those are all questions for another post. The aim of this post is to say that I lived in this bachelor pad for about 5 days by the time this happened. And it seems that after the 5 days....
I am no longer a virgin.
