Ash's journal

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Time to go beyond?

Alright, so I'm still shifting around the documents on my laptop as it seems that the offline version of my laptop is a bit of a mess. In the meantime I keep making more notes on my phone. I plan on transferring them to my offline journal and then onto the web and then continue with my journal habits.

In other news....

I have made 2 revelations:

1. After watching Denton's YouTube video series, I have become inspired to take my game to the next level. I believe that the reason why I have been feeling as though I am stuck is because I expected to achieve a certain level of results once reaching a certain level of game. And once I got there, I still didn't see much rewards for my efforts. So I might have kept myself at this level in hopes of eventually receiving what I felt I deserved.

I have decided to push forwards regardless and pursue more advanced gaming techniques. Even if I don't receive results, I can still become proficient in the seductive arts.

These will include using two or more techniques/tools at the same time, focusing on intricately perfecting the delivery of said techniques,covering the girl from head to toe in techniques, all while layering the interactions in naturalness, ease, a feeling of "authenticity", and more.

2. I have also decided to prioritize improving my sociopathy. My knowledge in this is limited but I believe that one of their traits as a result of their lack of empathy is the insane level at which their bodies are controlled. I need to do this and distance myself from people as my tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve is a definite weakness that may be affecting me negatively (a heartfelt flop which I feel like I NEED to write about)

Both of these are on my quest to become a high level pickup artist regardless (temporarily) of the results I receive.

I also wish to help out around the boards more, but I don't want my ignorance to unnecessarily hurt others. Hopefully I don't mess up people's vibe too much.

With exams approaching, I may need to put the PUA on ice, but, with my energy for success redefined, I may be able to make something out of this once I resume the journey.

 

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Rise of manhood

Hey guys

Been doing a lot of intense research of purpose, manhood, those fun stuff. Theoretically I have a lot of it in the bag, but knowing something and being able to apply it are 2 different things. As such, I’ll be focusing on developing my discipline in order to achieve the things I want in life outside of women. To give perspective, imagine me working mostly under the lifestyle and off topic boards.

I’m still going to try to attract women and I’ll make a post stating why so I can have some visual motivation. Still need to work on my internet connection, but things are looking up all around.

If I work at it, then I may be able to procure a lot of wins in the future. So wish me luck and enjoy the new(ish) year!

 

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Updates update

Hey guys,

Just wanted to give a warning that I’ll start uploading some of my notes soon. They won’t be in order, so that may lead to some randomness on my journal. Especially since I’ll also be adding notes and posts on my current day to day ventures into the fray as well. But at least it will give my journal a more complete view of what I went through as I went from complete social beginner on my way towards tribal elder status.

The notes may give details of what I went through and the specific individual lessons I learned through 2017 and 2018. But to give a summary, I pretty much just went ham on understanding what it means to be a man and how far I can push it. 2018 was pretty much me becoming a functioning nihilist and so all of the bitching you’ll find in my journal wasn’t wasted after all.

The functioning nihilist part may sound depressing but I’m actually on my way to operating on a higher strategic level that I’ve only witnessed (well...noticed) on tv shows.

Most people know that in the seduction career you’ll experience ups and downs. Well I experienced a down (well, a down more than usual) that lasted for well over a year. And I can say that I am officially becoming way stronger than I ever thought possible.

Don’t expect too much from me though

Let the randomness begin!

 

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Reloading....