Alright guys is it going? Not new to the site but I need some advice as I've never been in this type of situation. To begin there's this girl at work. Ever since she was hired she's been after me. Sexy blonde, tits ass and lips. All the guys at work were after her accept me. I did the smart thing and stayed away increasing her attraction to me. She has/had a boyfriend. During that time I had a girlfriend I was very faithful to despite the blonde chasing me. Anyway I broke up with my girlfriend, ended up going out with the blonde a few months later. Fucked her and never really went out with her again. During the time until we slept together she was calling me baby, left me a hickey, left her phone in my car. I sort of treated her like shit. I don't call girls back after I sleep with them so if was weird seeing a girl I slept with 5 days a week. Anyway eventually she sort of stopped talking to me (attraction expiration). Fastforward six months later and I have feelings for her. At first I thought I was feeling territorial cu of some new guy that was hired. Now I'm seeing I totally have feelings for her. I told her and she went into total autoreject mode. At first she was sort of happy/surprised and waited for my input. I got annoyed at her mocking me opening up because she knows how I am. She agreed to not bring it up again and I've only tried one more time but she got annoyed at me trying again. My mistake was when I told her. I should've gamed her and slept with her before mentioning it. But now there's this awkwardness and I'm good at pretending I don't care but she stares at me all day and does her best not to work near me or speak to me. I don't really want to text her but then I don't want to lose her. She's in the process of moving out of her boyfriends apt and I'm in the process of moving as well. Also I just found out I have slight kidney failure. Everyone at work except her came and worried. She didn't even bother asking if I'm okay. I didn't expect to like her but now she's all I think about.