The Origins of a Great Young Hunter -The Journal

[Prodigy]

Yow I'm back.AA has been oddly high since I started gaming again In my hometown urrgh I have a mental block but I will conquer it and game like I do in college, what is adversity to me ?? Absolutely nothing I will overcome this.

Yesterday I did 2 approaches man.honestly I'm trying to translate my game into a different environment but I think I'm overthinking this whole thing.
Approach number 1
So I was at a store fake browsing some laptops,well I want one so yeah I was in my head a lot and was kinda self conscious since I was browsing worse I had the awful and irrational spotlight effect but I will overcome it.

So I spot this Hun who is browsing also then I close the gap I make a comment about how she is thinking hardshe bites it shoutout to @StrayDog so we start speaking and I tell her I want it for school purpose and she says it's for a business and I'm intrigued coz she looks 27-30 age wise ,we start speaking about aspirations a bit but not too much ,I joke about how I'm motivating her and she must remember me in the future and I say my goodbye the thing is I could have taken her numbers but eh I was unsure about her age prolly should have asked her for it though but it's cool because I was dipping my toes in a way.

Approach number 2
I was going back home from the mall
I saw this beautiful dreaded girl when I said Heyy she didn't even stop I delivered the opener but she said a faint thank you so I left it

Today
So I was out and about again.Man I am really struggling to find a place with a good traffic of walking huns because no man I walked a quarter of my hood and I ran into a Hun I can approach every 50 mins or so and thats honestly a problem 🫩I'm so tired.

Interlude
I managed to do 3 approaches today could have done more but the fourth one was in a crowded place and I got self conscious again like I'm confused about this but I think I was not warmed up enough because I do approaches in social events in college without fear or shame especially when I'm in social God mode so yeah I'm overthinking this but I will overcome it as I'm doing this approach anxiety I am a powerful man

Approach number 1
I saw this girl wearing all black body suit and she was definitely a sexy thin girl not my usual type but man !!she was fye.

She was infront of me but was on her phone typing something while walking,I rushed in from behind as she was walking fast and opened from the side with a generic opener probably should have went for a genuine one though coz she was responding but did not look at me I was like eh ! After I saw that she was on her phone I ejected but I will admit I think it was way too early and I kicked myself over that I should have saw that through maybe could have gained new insights .
Approach number 2
So I was walking again now,I'm in a different neighborhood completely.anyway so this beautiful girl man I wanted to meet her and when I passed her I opened her and she received it in a I'm not used to being complemented type of suprise but it was not a bad reaction but I ejected againman I pussied out for no reason at all I'm still kicking myself over this
Approach number 3
On my way back home because my feet were starting to ache.Anyway I saw this cute Hun wearing glasses.i went for a genuine opener and man she did not receive me well but it's cool for me these are just small things the worst that could happen is me not approaching at all

I'm facing strange problems but I have solutions also man I hate the mixed demographics because sometimes I can't tell if someone is too young or old

1.Ejecting-Im going out with a goal next week Monday to get 10 rejections well as one of the measures against approach anxiety I want to see interactions through before I eject then revert to my normal mindsets for reps which is finding attraction and it definitely does work for shoutout to @Chase

2.Age problems -im overthinking this as well but man I wanted to approach this Hun but she looked 27 or 30 something and Uhm Nah but I'll just ask the age in a way

3.Translation of game- I'll just game the same way I do in college I want to see something

4.Spotlight effect-Well I already have a solution to it social god mode or simple warm ups do the trick as long as I remind myself the first three are warm-ups I will be fine
5.Places to meet women-Oh man this one is big I have to find another place besides the mall because I find it hard to go there without having something to buy that's when I feel self conscious and problem is I'm broke

And finally I'll assume attraction to boost confidence,well okay I am attractive but I haven't assumed it.

Final thoughts
Yeah it was the most horrible gaming week ever since I started due to my strange performance I have lost some momentum but I am also rebuilding it next week I'll be operating at full strength I remember when I started I had a mental block about approaching on campus but now I approach without hesitation so I will conquer my hometown
Prodigy out 🫡

Hey Heyy Heyy guys I'm still active did around 10 approaches which were small last week but I intend to write about them also I conquered some of the problems I had

1.Im acclimating to gaming in my hometown and it's translating very well I had some girls hook but the problem is my logistics are seriously messed up I live with my huge family and I don't have any room to myself
2.The age problems yeah it's still a mixed bag but I think I can benefit by slightly approaching older women since I'm 22 maybe 25 or 26 I'm not touching 30 though they tend to have their own places

3.Ejecting is also a mixed bag I was out yesterday but the problem is got warmed up very late I went out at 3 o'clock in the afternoon right and got to my local mall at 4 o'clock did some shopping and...

Approach number 1-Security guard girl
So I was waiting to in line so I can pay for my groceries there is this cute but slightly older Hun maybe 25 in front of me and man my social engines are a bit cold and after some hesitation I tap her shoulder and ask for lip balm she has a neutral reaction to me greeting her but we'll I figured why not warm up well after I make a comment about how the line is moving so slow she agrees with me and says yeah it's payday after all and I make a comment about how we are unemployed she bursts laughing and she says its gonna be alright I introduce myself and she does too and I ask her what's she is up to today ,she told me she is from someplace to certify some documents well I knew the place she went to so I did a cold read that she is a security guard and she but it up we talked about a lot but it didn't go beyond playful banter and small talk but she suggested some place I can go to for employment she didn't know I'm in college but that was so nice of her I checked out her logistics and she told me she still lives with her mom and that's why I didn't take numbers 🫠man its not nice being at home sometimes even though I enjoy spending time with my family

Approach number 2-Girl with hipster fashion
So after getting more AA at the mall and I couldn't push myself to approach there,I went home on the way I see this Hun right another guy is talking to her.

I see that the dude just approached her but he leaves and I'm like okay let me go there but I have anxiety and my brain makes excuses and at first I pass her but then I'm like Nah this one I have to approach so I stop and tie my laces and let her pass by me then I rush and open on the side with my fashion opener and man she is cute so I introduce myself and she does too I make small talk about how the ice cream I'm eating is not nice she laughs and the ice is broken now.i do some playful banter through cold reads right as I guess her age since she looks young I fail at them but it wasn't a big deal and we laughed about it and she tells me is 21 okay we move on on what she is does and I say make a funny statement about how we are all unemployed (I was trying to avoid what do you do question and I noticed that I was starting to ask a lot of questions since she hadn't hooked yet I could tell she was a quiet type) she told me Nah she is in college studying civil engineering I jokingly mention how stressful it is and how it pushes men to be bald and we laugh and we talk about our College experiences as I was trying to relate to her

I feel like she didn't hook well though and I didn't ask for her numbers well because of logistics but we will see

Tried to go out after getting home and giving my grandma the stuff she sent me to the mall for it was dark and man they Rob people here and I was like Nah I'm fine and I was amped again I'm going out in 30 mins today though I'll give y'all the updates about last week's approaches of which were the interesting ones
Prodigy out

 

[Prodigy]

Woi Oi gents. I was active last week but had high levels of AA i got my first number after a couple of blowouts in my hometown i was wondering whats up i did have a bit of mental block regarding the girls in my hometown but again i was overthinking. I m confident i can convert the number into a lay but man logistics are fucking me up.

I was out last week Friday.i had the highest levels of AA i don't approach any girl even one who gave me Approach invitations it was awful,and when i went back home i found out i caught a cold and became very sick so i was not able to game on the weekend at all.I started feeling well today so i headed out well i had a meeting with my pops and had to do deliveries fro my mom and figured well i might as well game since im outside although i was still a bit sick.

I went out and told myself I’d just do some pre-warmups — kind of tricking my mind into easing into approaching and it worked. I saw this tall girl wearing a white hoodie and glasses, and as she was walking toward me, I just went for it. I said “hey” and used an outfit opener. She didn’t really bite, but she smiled and kept walking. That was approach 1 — done.


Approach 2: I saw a girl in a brown jersey and skinny jeans. Still felt some approach anxiety, but I went up to her and asked if she had any lip balm. Then I complimented her and told her she was beautiful. She said thanks, and I went on with my day. I ejected too early, but I was feeling amped up from actually doing it.


I then went to my destination — I was delivering something for my mom’s business. I also saw my dad and chilled with him for about two hours. On the way back, I saw a girl I had passed earlier still standing by a tree, so I approached her. I opened by asking if she was waiting for someone — she said no. I introduced myself, she did the same, but her body language was closed off. I asked where she was from and she shut it down with a dismissive “no no.” I bowed out gracefully, but I won’t lie — that one stung for a few minutes. Then I reminded myself: she doesn’t know me, so there’s no reason to take it personally.


I kept going and saw another girl. I said “hey,” but before I could even finish my opener, she just kept walking. Still said “thanks” though. After that, I saw one more girl who was on her phone — I hesitated and didn’t approach because I figured I wouldn’t get her full attention. I’ll admit, those rejections today got to me a bit, but it’s part of the game.

Things i could do better
1.Dont eject early well i kinda do better with this than before
2.Go for a strong direct in street situations and be more slow in openings ,drag out the hii before delivering the opener
3.Beef up the number of approaches

Thoughts
I will admit some of the rejections got to me as i was aiming for 7 approaches but only did 4 but im beeefing up the number to 8 with 5 being the minimum i will update yall tommorrow prodigy out

 

[Prodigy]

Woi Oi!! I was out for 4 full days last week and wow I think this is the most I have been rejected Yow.
I need to Journal after I get done with these sessions since I don't remember much about em but yeah it was bad i have to accept it's part of the game and they have been mean

I continued going out and after some really had reactions had some good interactions with number with 2 number closes and all of them didn't get back to my initial opener text and man it did get to me cause I thought after the bad rejections I thought I found huns I vibed with.

To keep myself from being demoralized I had to remind myself that this happened when I started and all the positive experiences I got in college and their reactions to my openers of which were really good and this pushed me

I will go out tommorow though and write as soon I get back immediately as it helps for motivation as I have been reading my own Journal.I took a 3 day break and chilled with my fam which lead me to emotionally recharge and I'm ready to go out again
Otherwise I did 14 approaches in total for last week and got 2 numbers

Another I have been working on a lot is the early ejection problem I have been a bit successful in conquering it though.i have to remind myself that every approach is a win regardless of the outcome

Prodigy out

 

[Prodigy]

I was out today. Did 5 approaches
Well yesterday I was out but I didn't approach at all despite wanting to yeah it's horrible but I went out again today was able to do 5.i did a few outside and at the mall itself

Approach number 1-Saw a girl wearing a Jean jacket and we'll some jeans she was cute and I figure why not and just went there for warm-up I just complimented her and she received it warmly but eh I did not pursue anything more further

Approach number 2 -I saw a girl coming from the side and she passed me but I was on my phone i pretended to notice her and I opened from the side she completely ignored me but ey I was happy I did the second one.

Approach 3
Was on the line and after some hesitation I tapped this girls shoulder and as soon as she turned to me I realised despite the fashion of gen z she was too old for me so I asked her for something then I ejected.

Approach number 4
I was walking to another store at the mall then I saw this beautiful girl and I went for it she was wearing a pink hat with a DMX shirt or something went for an outfit opener and she thanked me while she was on her phone I just decided to keep it moving and I ejected

Approach number 5
I was out of the mall just walking around when I saw this beautiful girl wearing a pink dress near a store but she was definitely waiting for someone I acted like I'm buying something, well I did so after buying well some sweets I opened by I saying I love her dress of which she received warmly.i asked her name and she said she was Trish and I teased that it's sounded very African American and we laughed but I will admit it started to get interviewey like but I could tell she was just shy though and I left well here in my hometown I'm not looking for numbers anymore since I'm leaving in 2 or 3 days best interaction I had today she was such a cool Hun

Thoughts
After walking around aimlessly I went home and I just couldn't bring myself to approach more girls urgh I realise I'm capping at 5 approaches max and I'm pissed at myself.this makes it hard for me to get proper results and the ejection problem is worse since it wastes my time honestly I can't take a huge a chunk of my time to train and not be able to stick around in an interaction where the girl had received me well but tommorow morning I'm going to the mall to pickup somethings again hopefully I will do better and go beyond 5

And I plan to make the interactions tighter.i am not ejecting or letting girl pass by if I find her attractive not anymore and I should put a timer on my sessions because there is no way I'm spending more than 4 hours on this for 5 approaches I'm just pissed at myself but I will make it up to me anyway prodigy out.

 

[S.S Can]

THE GOAT POSTED!

 

[Prodigy]

THE GOAT POSTED!

My dawg.You motivated me to do more approaches

 

[Prodigy]

Woi oiii
Status update
I was able to approach Friday early in the morning.

My mom sent me to the mall to buy her perfumes and i figured why not.

Warm up- Approach number 1
I was walking to the mall ,I saw this cute Hun wearing earphones and she was putting on some lip balm and I tapped her and asked for it then I told her she is cute anyway oddly enough on that day i was in a better mood so my energy was back to base level and I kept moving

Approach number 2
I was entering the mall and saw a Hun wearing a pink dress, a cap and some sneakers but she was super hot and AA started kicking in hard as I scrambled asking myself what will I say to her
But I was behind her a bit and we I was able to catch up to her and went direct and told her I love the outfit and she thanked me but the voice kinda threw me off since it was a bit deep and man i will admit I over though it and I ejected ,but I didn't feel that bad honestly.

Approach number 3
I was at KFC to buy something as I was hungry and I saw this beautiful Hun wearing some baggy jeans and a cool black top .

i hesitated a bit but I just told my brain let's open with an opinion opener so I did and I asked her if I should try the dunked wings or are they overrated and she laughed and said yes they are and while we were talking her friend came back from the line and interjected and I don't think she was being rude or anything but that's how it was cut short but I left
Approach number 4
I was walking home and I saw this girl with a fat ass.

we exit the mall and I see some guy pestering her and he finally leaves so as I am passing I make a comment about it and boom like that I'm in and we laugh about it and i introduce myself okay cool and she does too.

she tells me which part of the neighborhood where she is from and I teased her that her hood is so far she eats it up and I teased her again that she looks like she in high school and she laughs again ,makes a statement about how she finished a long time ago.i was going minimal questions on this one because I don't like interviewer mode but all in all great interaction I just didn't close her because I was going back to college and my logistics and weren't good

Approach number 5
I was going to my cousin's place so I was on the lookout for some huns.
And I didn't see much I could work with really since I was outside the mall now but this Hun passes me and I think she is cute so I go for it.

I'm about to skip the road and traffic just floods us and I open situationally about the traffic and she responds boom I'm in again. We have a small talk and some playful banter of which I have mastered well, i introduce myself and tell her she is cute and she received it well and she tells me where she stays and all that but her cab arrives and I bid her farewell it was a good interaction all in all which I enjoyed

Thoughts
Well I did approach the girls I found attractive just like I promised myself so that's something.The only girl I passed was one as I thought she was girl that previously rejected me but I could have been wrong honestly and yeah I ejected on some but it was better this time around.finally I'm back on campus so I will have time to train properly and I have lots of classes which I can use for my warm-ups .I'm starting Tuesday again with my reps and today I did one approach.
Let's goooo !!!

 

[Prodigy]

Woi oi, i couldn't game today at all coz i had a girl over my crib well i couldnt smash her i do think its a failed escalation but then i will write a full post about it im so tired gents

I will write a fuck up report tomorrow

 

[Prodigy]

Woi oi, i couldn't game today at all coz i had a girl over my crib well i couldnt smash her i do think its a failed escalation but then i will write a full post about it im so tired gents

I will write a fuck up report tomorrow

I absolutely didn't do anything yesterday at all.I was just chilling at my house and never went out ,I played some metal gear and watched a few movies

I was also reflecting on what truly went wrong on the escalation as I was non needy and extremely cool the whole time. another thing I kinda lost all my hoes again so yeah I'm starting afresh again, iPhone girl blocked me after I sent a scheduler text for absolutely no reason at all.

The girl I fucked on my last day report is now taking long to answer my texts it's been a full day since I asked her to hangout and she hasn't replied and honestly I don't know what's up maybe she is entering auto rejection but I have been checking on her during holidays and calling though.

Ah man and this possible loss I done took is eating me a bit ,I won't lie I mean I did really like the girl you know,I haven't liked a girl this much in a long time so to possible lose her to an escalation that went well 95% of the and I think I messed up on the last 5 percent .*does a deep sigh and for the fact she was so into me makes things a lot worse.

I low-key hate losing huns man yes I could go out and get other huns but I don't like the feeling of driving em away due to auto rejection and failed escalations. Before I had started this journal i took 3 back to back losses via failed escalations but well i made up for it with two back to back lays in the very same week but key difference is that it wasn't at my place though.

Anyway we had our first meetup and it went well it was some kinda walking date. It went well and i ended it with a kiss because i remember i once called her and she referred to me as friend i was so puzzled anyway it was to show romantic or sexual intent okay fine. I text her getting back home and tell her it was nice to see her and she asks me what was the meaning of the kiss and i kinda dodge the question is she like i don't fully get you so i will leave it and we have a small laugh about it

It gets brought up a few weeks later while we are texting talking about something else and i tell her i like her and she says she wants friendships i playfully act like i didn't hear that and i ignore it ,in fact i almost cut her off then and there but my gut told me nah she is just testing you of which it was right,fast forward we texting and flirting and everything is going extremely well until i get back to campus i text her im back and she invites me to her house but i get the message later so i dont go but i suggests the next day but she tells me her her room mate is back so i suggest my place she agrees

i fetch her on campus and we have a great conversation even before we come to my place ,man we had such good chemistry.We get to my place and i leave her there alone for a bit following chases advice on successful physical escalation, i come back and we talk for a bit and i out on a movie 365 days lol and she is like nah i know all of em lets try and put something decent now shall we i give her the side eye and we laughed and i put on the shwazzeneger classic true lies and now we cuddling

she tells me she is having back pains a bit so i offer her a massage. and give her a full body massage which she is enjoying,okay the whole thing is still going fine and i massage even her butt of which she is fine with i see that as a green light and i escalate further and go for the kiss of which she melts into now we are kissing .I decide to be a bit slower in the escalation i was using gentleman style because i know myself i can rush and i didn't want her to think this is going too fast and leave

We are still at it and i go for the neck she is slowly moaning and everything is going great ,after that i go for them tits i pull the dress down and she helps me well on the titties part and i suck em its cool we are still fine and i stay there for a while then i go back to kissing trying to fractionate and i start to nibble on her ears a bit she is still enjoying sweet and she takes off her dress and takes of my shirt (ah mutual escalation i think to myself i have this in the bag) oh so i thought.

we are now almost naked i have my boxers on an dod she has her panties on again i go for the kiss now we skin to skin thinking im moving slow but now im thinking we have been at this for some time now let me go for the kill and i do but as soon as she starts to see condoms she sits up and take clothes and give em to me im a bit surprised but i lay back and she wears her tights but she doesnt wear her dress though even though its still there we cuddle some more okay cool i try to re escalate but i get stopped and i stop okay what i noticed she never talked or objected to things verbally only with actions.

and she says lets just continue with the movie and she is still naked and we have laughs honestly i am enjoying myself a lot i wont lie.so its now 17:00 and she says she is leaving at 17:30 . i try to re escalate and this when things go south i take her and let her lie on her back and put a pillow on her tummy which she agrees to and im trying go for pro bone style but when i take off her tights she asks what am i doing and im puzzled at the question myself and then she starts to get up and leave and that's how i fucked up folks anyway as im writing this i feel a whole lot better but i will do better next time

As we were walking and talking outside and she tells me that i lack accountability and i tell her she must communicate to me because i don't understand she then says im the one who doesn't communicate well and even with the kiss on the first meet shes is not fully satisfied with my explanation and i keep im fully clear in anything that i say or do then she tells me that i will figure out what went wrong then after a few minutes that i accompanied her she made me turn back and yeah that was awful gents the L still stings even now i genuinely feel it

 

[Prodigy]

@TomInHo this is how the escalation went big Dawg

 

[Prodigy]

Yow i have been low on motivation this past week and a couple of days .Well i did a scan of what went wrong in the escalation and i got it basically i remember i didn't deep dive her that well to be honest. Me and the girl had a talk and we seem to be on the same page so yeah. AA is pretty high but i will rebuild momentum soon. Tomorrow im going out to game and i will see this quest through for sure until i am the me i envision.

Prodigy-Out

 

[Prodigy]

Woi oi. ive been out and about last week although i had a slow start due to massive approach anxiety that made me feel like i never approached in my life before it was bad although i overcame it and started approaching well for 2 days out of 3 it just so happened that on sunday i had to go to the movies and when i was done i thought i was gonna pickup but ah the malls stores were already closed accept for the grocery and there wasnt many people.

But i did approach and i think im figuring out a way to ease approach anxiety. Well if i see a cute hun and i start to hesitate i tell myself well for the first two huns you can just throw compliments and not engage ,well i do end up engaging honestly and i definitely know my day is gonna get get if i compliment the first 2 huns i see specifically the ones i find cute of course and im fully testing it out and i noticed that my approaches are incredibly smooth and my baseline confidence is still strong eother way so all my work for the past 3 months wasnt for nothing finally i am thinking of starting the 30 day challenge to build some crazy momentum it would do me good now but probably next week i wanna see soemthing first in regards to my approaches but im doing good though and i will starting updating daily again from tommorrow
Prodigy out