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So far today I've conducted three more-or-less cold approaches on campus.
#1: Opportunistically engaged an average Latina girl I sat down next to at a table on the quad. She was sweet and maybe a little un-intellectual. But I started philosophizing in humanities class about various things of relevance to this journal, partly as a result of this interaction.
#2: successful but inconclusive, see my FR up tonight
I've noticed that when appraising girls both at a coup d'oeil and during conversation, I place more value on depth of character (in the theatrical etc. sense) than on raw aesthetics. For instance, while the "9/10"s among the Swedish girls often have great personalities to match their looks, among the "8"s I prefer the "blond farm girl" look to the "icy good genes" look. Also, my extrapolations as to how they look in bed (during foreplay, O face, and waking up) matter.
#3: Minute-long interaction in withdrawn-books area of library foyer, failed to hook.
My understanding of things, and peak performance, is definitely better. Passively my fundamentals are good and improving.
The problem is that under physical or emotional fatigue or pressure, I lose awareness, my cognitive mind retreats away from the real world, and I operate on instinct. This often works fine for many tasks, including ones some people would consider complex.
Eventually I need to get my baseline to the point where I'm smooth and sexy on default mode.
#1: Opportunistically engaged an average Latina girl I sat down next to at a table on the quad. She was sweet and maybe a little un-intellectual. But I started philosophizing in humanities class about various things of relevance to this journal, partly as a result of this interaction.
#2: successful but inconclusive, see my FR up tonight
I've noticed that when appraising girls both at a coup d'oeil and during conversation, I place more value on depth of character (in the theatrical etc. sense) than on raw aesthetics. For instance, while the "9/10"s among the Swedish girls often have great personalities to match their looks, among the "8"s I prefer the "blond farm girl" look to the "icy good genes" look. Also, my extrapolations as to how they look in bed (during foreplay, O face, and waking up) matter.
#3: Minute-long interaction in withdrawn-books area of library foyer, failed to hook.
My understanding of things, and peak performance, is definitely better. Passively my fundamentals are good and improving.
The problem is that under physical or emotional fatigue or pressure, I lose awareness, my cognitive mind retreats away from the real world, and I operate on instinct. This often works fine for many tasks, including ones some people would consider complex.
Eventually I need to get my baseline to the point where I'm smooth and sexy on default mode.