Chase's most recent newsletter was exactly
what I needed to hear. Seemed written expressly for me but I'm sure there are other guys who have this issue, they just don't admit it in their journals
Not in state doesn't seem to matter AT ALL until I've opened my mouth, as you can see from various posts ^^
However, if you look at all my timestamps (I'm in Pacific) you see it's a bit of a problem for a daygamer. Added to which, I've been in my pajamas all afternoon and night, not for the first time this week.
Another evening, I went over to a friend's, ate something like a quart of ice cream, had an interesting chat about life and sexuality with his bi sister while she was self-medicating with an edible (it was, ahem, interesting watching it kick in, but I don't do substances myself), then played video games until morning.
At least it was proof-of-concept for hookup logistics; my family didn't even realize I had been gone
Being on break for the winter has also been a paradigm shift for me. So it'll probably take another week or so to get going.
Tomorrow I'm going to go out and do more errands I've been putting off. I can't commit to a number but I'll definitely have some conversations.
After that, I plan to do a purposeful expedition by the middle of next week, during which I'll do minimum 3 sets, and hopefully 5 or more.
Time to beat the winter blues